It was a normal day I was hanging out with the guys the only one who didn't look like he was having fun was Yoongi who just kept to himself
I tried talking to him and making him laugh but he just cracked a small smile and then turned away soon Taehyung took me on a ride where I had a heart attack because I hate heights and I had to look down like an idiot making my soul leave my body
Once the ride was over I told Taehyung I was not getting on anymore rides and that I was going to just play some games with Yoongi since he didn't seem to be having fun
So here was I and Yoongi playing the ring toss game I kept missing because I believe that game is rigged but then Yoongi won who teased me about it and then the amusement park worker said we were a cute couple which I instantly said we were friends and the worker apologized but still said we would look cute together and I just laughed awkwardly
I didn't even notice the look on Yoongi face when the worker said that
Yoongi p.o.v
Someone actually sees that her and I are meant to be how can she not see it how can she only be blinded thinking Taehyung is the one for her when it's me and only me I should be her boyfriend I should be the one taking her on dates NOT HIM
Soon we went to another game and she lost again but I just teased her giving her the prizes I won and I would just smile at her flustered face she looked so beautiful when blushed but then again she always looked beautiful
"Can you please stop teasing me" she asked and I smirked "but it's fun" I said and she pouted oh how I just want to kiss her right now and do other things to her but not yet not right now it soon (I'm going to tease you, tease you. Im going to tease you say *cue Yoongi finger wiggle dance* you're getting mad, right you're getting mad right.......I'll stop)
"I'm glad my failure in winning a game is making you happy so are you finally having fun" (y/n) asked and I nodded "a little it's a lot more fun than when we first got here" I said and she nodded
"Come on let's go find the others" she said and was about to walk away but I stopped her no I want to be alone with you for a little longer I just want you to look at me LOOK ONLY AT ME
"Ow Yoongi can you loosen your grip" (y/n) asked and I looked to see my nails dug into her skin and I quickly let go "sorry" I said looking away I'm starting to lose it more if I don't get her soon I might end up hurting her by hurting Taehyung and I don't want that
"It's fine but are you ok" she asked and I nodded sighing "I'm fine let's go find them" I said walking away
(Y/n) p.o.v
Something is wrong he was fine one moment now he isn't "Yoongi" I said but he just kept walking "Yoongi" I said again then I called his name again that I started getting frustrated "Oppa" I said cringing and he stopped in his tracks Turing around slowly
"What did you just call me" he asked soon coming close to me "don't call me that ever again" he said frowning and my eyes widened "why" I asked "because I- just don't" he said
"Then answer me when I call your name" I said frustrated "well I'm listening now what do you want" he asked "what's wrong with you one minute you're ok but now you're in a bad mood did I do something" I asked and he sighed a little closing his eyes for a minute
"No you didn't I'm just not happy today for some reason even if I was happy for a little it's gone now" he said then turned around walking away again and I just followed behind not saying anything
Soon we found the guys who were stuffing their face
"Oh there you guys are did you win anything" Jin asked "well Yoongi did I kept losing" I said laughing awkwardly "you've always been bad at games so why did you even try" Jungkook asked and I glared at him
"Are those the prizes he won" Taehyung asked and I nodded "then why are you holding them" he asked "I gave them to her because what am I going to do with stuff animals" Yoongi said annoyed
"Woah what's wrong with you" Namjoon asked "nothing is wrong wi- I'm just not having a good day so I'll just go you guys continue to have fun" Yoongi said then left leaving the guys confused while I just looked concerned
"Have guys noticed he's been a little off lately" Jimin asked "a little but he probably has a lot of things going on his mind that he probably doesn't want to talk about" Hoseok said "I'm sure when he is ready he will tell us" Namjoon said (*sips boba tea* don't hold your breath *chokes on boba pearl and has traumatic flashback off my sister saying so you're choking on balls now* why me)
"(Y/n) you aren't going to eat" Jungkook asked and I shook my head "I'm not really hungry" I said "did something happen between you and Yoongi" Jin asked and I quickly shook my head remembering the look in Yoongi eyes when I called him Oppa (*cringes* I'm sorry some people have ruined that word for me so even while I'm learning Korean I cringe at that word)
Yoongi p.o.v
Fuck why did she have to call me that it just makes me want her more I want to get rid of Taehyung but at the same time I can't i known him for so long but he is standing in the way of my love I want (y/n)
I soon took out my other cell phone and decided to text her
Hi my precious doll haven't talked to you in a while
I know I was enjoying not being harassed by a creep like you
Ouch love even after a while your still so cruel to me
And I love it
Fuck off
I don't think I will baby you caught my eyes and now I want you
To bad I'm taken
By me
Never by you
Never say never love
Soon I smirked a little and turned the phone off and sighed soon looking at my hand that hurt her
I didn't like the like on her face when I had hurt her but.....at the same time I did she felt a little bit of how much pain she is putting me in constantly having to watch her and him even if it's just for awhile soon I stared at the knife I threw at a picture of Taehyung and then thought of (y/n)
wrap your arms around me a little too tight
let yourself be the noose that ends my life
tear ladders in my tights while holding me down
pull a little too hard and drag me to hell
take my heart, its in the center to the left
its yours, my darling, take it right out of my chest
clutch my hand a little too roughly
shatter my bones and call me lovely
take me to the Eiffel tower, guide me to the top
hold me from behind and give me a gentle shove
rip my ribs out with your teeth, one by one by one
play them like the grand piano, show them how its done
lather your lips with venom, careful not to taste
kiss me until my last breath, simply watch me break.
My little doll
