MY 5 BROTHERS

chapter 20

I slowly went downstairs
I was walking like a tortoise and still I reached the dinning area
I was standing at the start of the dinning area and no one seemed to notice my presence
I was debating with myself to go inside or not

I looked up to my brothers and first o saw victor I used to look at him as a father figure and now he was a complete stranger sitting there

I then looked to Anthon who was my favorite since day 1 . He always made sure I was comfortable and happy and now I was scared to even go near him

I then saw Liam, who has nothing but good to me and took care of me.  Was a devil ,who killed people

I then looked to twins who were fighting for the last pancakes and were looking cute was actually in mafia ,I couldn't believe

I was still standing at the entrance of the dinning area and I turned to leave. I didn't wanted to face them not because they lied but because I was scared of them. I was scared of my older brothers who was supposed to make me feel safe. I finally started trusting them and it got broken

I was about to leave when someone called my name and before turning I knew it was Anthon "why are you leaving princess" he said and I turned around "come and have breakfast" he said and patted on the seat next to him. I said yes and went to sit beside him. I managed to not show how much freaking I was scared of them
I quickly did my breakfast and kabir dropped me to the school. I didn't talked to him on the way . He tried talking to me but I was so much into my thoughts and he realised that and stopped talking to me and quietly dropped me to the school

I basically ran into the school and felt relieved that none of my brothers were here . I went to my locker grabbed my stuff and went to my First Class . I saw my friends sitting on the desk and I sat beside them Jay and Riya was on lovey-dovey mode and Mitchell was looking like he will puke on them anytime.  Soon the teacher came and the lesson started.

It was currently the 5th period and after this was lunch
After the bell rang for lunch we all run to the place where locker was.
I went towards the locker and kept my stuff in there and grabbed some money from my backpack which Anthon gave me for lunch
I headed inside the cafeteria and sat in the ended which was less crowded they all buyed their lunch and I had no appetite so I bought a packet of wafer and coke and sat between Riya and Mitchell .

After the lunch ended we all headed towards out anthor lecture
Ana and Jay had the class together while Mitchell and Riya had the class together and I was alone .
I walked into the classroom and sat on the first bench . I was not the nerd but that was only place I got.
After all the lectures finished . It was time to go home and I didn't wanted that. I didn't wanted to face my brothers . I can't be in the same house as them knowing they are basically murder . I waking slowly like tortoise but still I reached the main gate of school and karen was here to pick me up .

I sat into the passenger seat beside him and was look outside the window the whole time. I felt Karen glancing at me every two minutes to make sure I was okay. But I was scared what if he hurt me? Beat me like mom dad?  I know they will never hit me but still I can't stop thinking negative

As soon as we reached home. I ran into my bedroom and locked the door so that no one enters but they all had the key of my room. I kept my backpack on the study table and went inside my closet and grabbed a black skiny jeans, black tshirt and a blue denim jacket and went into shower
I showered for almost a hour and then changed into my clothes and did tied my hair in a ponytail and put a little makeup. Which was barely seen and wore the black boots .

After finally getting ready. I sat on the window seat and was looking up in the sky . When someone knocked on the door and I tensed up "whose there?" I asked calmly "it's me princess" Anthon said and I went to open the door "why was the door locked?" he asked calmly "uhm actually I was changing" I lied hoping he belive and he didn't said anything for a while as he was thinking something . "lets go get lunch" he said taking me downstairs .
I sat on the island of the kitchen with Anthon and we had lasagna. Turns out everyone already had lunch and was at work and Anthon came back while I was having shower just to fed me lunch and give medicine.

I quietly ate lunch and the medicine without doing any tantrums for not eating the medicine. I didn't wanted him to get mad. God knows what he'll do to me. After I ate I thanked him and went upside to my room. I did my homework and now I had nothing to do and none of my brothers were at home so I felt relieved  by that.