Rain (One Shot)

Rain

I'm alone now my boyfriend cheated on me, my friends betrayed me, my parents don't believe that i'm not okay that i am not depressed

What im gonna do i think im going to lose my mind from all the headache from all the pain i lost my brother who believe in me

" What im going to do now huh?" I looked in the sky i question him " Why this things happening to me, do i deserve all of this is this my karma to all thing that i did?"

Slowly as my tears fall i felt the sky is also crying napaluhod na lang ako sa sakit nararamdaman ko

"Miss are you okay?" i looked up and saw a handsome man he has clean cut that show's how handsome he is, his wearing white polo and black pants

" Y-yes I'm sorry i'll go now" aalis na sana ako when he caught my arms and pulled me into a hug

" I don't know why are you sad but don't be because there's God who will guide you through out your challenges in life, he's not giving you problem because he wants you to suffer but he want you to put your trust in him" and i was speechless he's just random guy who see me in the road while crying

"Let's go i'll take you in my condo" i dont know what's happening anymore

Nakatulala lang ako sa isang sulok sa condo ng lalaking to! Abat ewan ko ba kung bakit ao sumama sa condo niya eh hindi ko naman siya kilala nabihag ata ako sa kagwapuhan niya Charot!

"Miss are you okay?" he ask me na nag pabalik sakin sa katinuan "A-a y-yes I'm sorry im just stress" palusot ko pa Hay self kailan ka pa naging malandi 

"By the way bakit moko dinala sa Condo mo? ni hindi mo nga ako kilala" 

"I insist miss i dont want to see woman's crying because According to God Never hurt a Women because they're precious than rubies" and i was like i think my heart fell

"But you don't even know me i may be a bad person" i stated a fact because that's true masama talaga ugali i even bully a lot student's in our school and i never listen to Mom and Dad because they never listen to me Puro lang sila trabaho they act that they don't have a children

"No one is a bad person Miss, they're bad because they choose to be bad sometimes being bad is only their defende mechanism to all people who hurt them by the way Miss i am Elijah Vergara nice to meet you"

"Im Hezekiah Dizon" i offered my hand to him

"Cyrus Evangelista nice to meet you!"

Nakakabinging katahimikan ang bumalot samin ng nagsalita ang lalaking kaharap ko

"So, i can see in your face that you have problem huh?"

"My boyfriend cheated on my, my friends leave me and betrayed me and even my parents don't believe in me so what do you expect me to do?"

"You know Hezekiah there's someone who love you dearly, who died for you, who take the cross to calvary just for you to be forgiven so dont say that nobody love you, because 2,000 years ago someone died on the cross just to prove to you how much he loves you"

"Is God really true?" I ask him because all my life, only material things make me happy i dont even know who is he really

"You want to come with me to our church?" He ask me and i dont know what's happening to me i just found my self walking with him to church

"We are here" Pinalibot ko ang tingin ko at nakikita ko sa mga mukha nila ang saya para bang walang problema ang mundong ginagalawan nila

"Why they are smiling like nothing happen to them? Bakit naka ngiti pa rin kayo sa gitna ng problema ng mundo?" I ask him out of curiousity

"Its because we know God we know who we truly serve if we pray something that God did'nt give to us we understand that because God doesn't want us the better he wants the best for us, We know our God sa kaya niyang gawin but we know also sa kung hindi niya kayang gawin" His word stays on my mind nung nag start na ang mass i am amzed by how they worshipped like they depend on it

I dont know but i found myself crying my heart out it made me realize that the God they are serving is a good God, A merciful God that even how much i have sin he never leave my side, still on my side that made me realize i don't need to take revenge on my ex for cheating on me, i dont need to take revenge to my friends, i dont need to shout to my parent, to hurt just like how they hurt my feelings

For me revenge is to show the people who hurt you that you are not like them you do not belong to them

I forgive them not because of them but i forgive them to give myself peace in my heart, i forgive them because how can God forgive me if i would not forgive?

God made me realize that everything happens for a reason that God can make the bad things happen to me become great, that God sometimes doesn't give somebody to lean on because he wants us to realize that we dont need anything anyone but him

I stare at the clouds its been years since it happen but it felt like yesterday

I felt my husband arms wrap behind in my waist for a backhug

"The sky is beatiful right" i ask him "Ofcourse my love" maglalambingan pa sana kami ng may tumawag samin

"Mama,Papa" he chuckle at binitawan niya rin ako para puntahan anak namin its been 10 years but it feltlike it's yesterday

I am Hezekiah Dizon-Evangelista ang this is our story

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