14) Finally safe

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As she took off her clothes and put on Jimin's hoodie she couldn't help but blush since his hoodie had his scent on it. His scent was so nice and calming she really loved it!😍

She went to lay down in Jimin's bed, honestly wishing he was here with her... She didn't want to be alone right now... especially because it was late at night and stuff.

She turned off the light and hurried to get under the blanket! Almost covered from head to toe she tried to think about everything else than Jackson but it was like he overpowered all good in her mind... N was shaking and she was definitely not falling asleep any time soon as she felt an intense anxiety buildup on it's way!

After repeating the same pattern: trying to think about something positive then closing her eyes and dozing off but then immediately woken up by terrifying thoughts and memories of Jackson, she couldn't handle it anymore. She needed to do something about it or else she definitely wasn't getting any sleep tonight.

The last thing N wanted was to be a burden to Jimin, even though she wasn't, but she really felt like she was. Sleeping soon began to seem like something impossible but she didn't want to go downstairs and disturb him, especially not this late...

As she had repeatedly woken up multiple times, time had passed and it was literally like 3 AM! This late and she hadn't even managed to sleep for more than 5 minutes straight because she was so terrified that Jackson would find her.

She honestly didn't know what to do, especially because it was now even later. But if she wanted to sleep peacefully, she would have to go downstairs and talk to Jimin... Even just talking to him for a couple of minutes might help her get at least a little bit of sleep, since he made her feel the safest she's ever felt.

She just didn't want to wake him up, but little did she know he was already awake lol. Jungkook was currently at a party so he was drunk texting Jimin lmaooo!! Something about which girl he should take home or some shit like that😳 Jimin just casually texted him back since he didn't want to leave a drunk and confused, and not to mention horny, Jungkook hanging lol.

Anyways, so N slowly made her way towards the lights and turned them on. She already left a relief when she turned them on as she could now see the room and see that Jackson wasn't there, but she was still afraid.

As she slowly and carefully made it to the door she stopped her actions. Was she really about to go downstairs and disturb Jimin at like 3 AM because she was too scared to sleep alone? I guess she was...

She carefully opened the door, making sure to do it as silently as possible so Jimin wouldn't hear her. She then began making her way downstairs, still as silently as possible since she didn't want to wake Jimin, who was already awake lol.

Jimin obviously heard something creeping from the corner so he looked up from his phone to see a cute and anxious N coming downstairs while shaking.

It was dark downstairs since Jimin had turned off all the lights but he turned one faint light near him on as he and N made eye contact in the dark.

N: "Oh I'm so sorry... did I wake you?" she apologized as she came closer to him. He was laying in the couch but sat up when N came towards him to make room for her to sit if needed.

Jimin: "No I was already awake, is everything alright?" he asked as he put his phone down, ignoring Jungkook's drunk messages lol.

N: "No...." she said as she almost started to tear up. She felt like such a burden even though she really wasn't, and she was also so traumatized by Jackson that he kept haunting her mind even though she had escaped him physically.

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