It's hard to stop
its bitter-sweet
nothing can hurt you
thinking about it all the time
beating yourself up inside
trying to kill what's living on the inside
wanting to be better.
Hoping they won't realize
how bad you've become.
Never knowing if you can stop
losing friends
being lost
slowly fading to darkness.
~Fallenlovescream
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