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You hear a knock on the door. You answer it. It was Kairi. He was all wet in the rain.
You: What do-
He comes inside and kisses you. You guys started making out. He stops and closes the door. He comes back to you and starts making out. You take him to the couch. He starts aggressively making out with you. You put his hand down by your pussy. He goes to your neck and starts kissing it. He finds your soft spot and leaves a hickey. He starts sliding your pajamas bottoms down.
You: Kairi
He looks up at you.
Kairi: Yeah?
You: I don't wanna have se-
You hear footsteps coming to the front door.
You: Omg it's Bryce and my dad *slides pjs bottoms up*
Kairi: What do i do?
You: There is a back door and a backyard. There is a fence, you have to hop it.
Kairi starts running to the back door. The front door opened. You got up from the couch.
Dad: It's raining hard outside
Bryce: Yeah it's hard to drive on the roads at the moment
You: Oh really? Wow, dad i think Kaitlin is calling your name
Dad: okay
He walks upstairs and down the hall.
Bryce: something is up with you
You: There's nothing up with me
Bryce: uh huh sure
You: Ima go upstairs
You turn around and head to the stairs.
Bryce: oh by the way, Jeremiah got ahold of me
You turned and look at him.
You: Wait fr?
Bryce: Yeah.
You: I wonder if he tried getting ahold of me
Bryce: Why don't you go find out
You run upstairs and go to your room. You grabbed your phone because it was on the charger. You look on your notification bar for a text from Jeremiah. There was none.

Your thoughts
Why hasn't he text me? He can text my step brother but not me? I- i thought he was inlove with me...
End of your thoughts

You put your phone back down. You just sit there on your bed overthinking to the point where you shed a tear. You grabbed your phone and play runaway by lil peep. You lay down listening to lil peep while crying. You cry so much you become tired. You turn off your lil peep playlist and fall asleep.

Morning time

You wake up by a knock on your door. You didn't say come in. You just lay there. They knock again. You lay there. They start knocking louder.
You: come in
It was Bryce.
Bryce: Did you not hear me knock?
You: I did but i don't feel like talking
Bryce: What's wrong
You: Do you even care?
Bryce: Yes what's wrong
You: He hasn't text me
Bryce: Bruh, stop being sad and do something. You needa move on
You: gtfo
Bryce: Im jus-
You: GET OUT!
Bryce gets out of your room and closes the door. You lay there and cry some more. You hear a knock on the door. You don't even care who it is or what they want. The door opens.
Zoey: Hey, are you okay?
You: No but i want to be left alone!
Zoey: ok...
She closes the door. You roll over and cry some more. You play these songs:


You cry for hours. You call ona. She doesn't pick up. You leave a voicemail. You look at the time. It was 11:11 am.

Your thoughts
I should do something today. Nah i feel like bein-

Your thoughts get interrupted by a knock on the door. You get up and open the door.
You: what-
You see Kaitlin at your door.
You: oh hi..
Kaitlin: i have been hearing that you wanna be left alone, wanna talk?
You: Yk u seem dumb to even ask if you know i wanna be left alone.
Kaitlin: it isn't healthy to keep feelings and emotions locked up, so cmon on women to women
You: Fine come in
You let her come into your room. She sits on your bed.
Kaitlin: So telling me what's going on
You: It's Jeremiah, he went ghost on everyone. So did Kirsten, she contacted me after 2 months..
Kaitlin: And what she have to do with Jeremiah ?
You: She told me that her aunt bought a house out in Fresno. So therefore he's living there now, but...
Kaitlin: but what?
You: He hasn't contacted me yet. He texted Bryce but not me...
Kaitlin: Wasn't Jeremiah obsessing over you?
You: I wouldn't say obsessing but yea..
Kaitlin: girl he was obsessing over you, you just weren't ready or something. I find it weird that he would text my son but not you. Jeremiah seemed like if he was falling in love with you, he might not be contacting you because he's trying to get over you or he could be overthinking that you could have forgot about him.
You: do you think?
Kaitlin: look maybe if you try texting him, he could possibly answer
You: yeah maybe, thank you Kaitlin
Kaitlin: yk you can call me step mom
You: i know but baby steps with it.
Kaitlin: okay, your welcome
She gets up and hug you. You hug back. She walks out of your room. You close the door. You breath.
You: ima get dressed and do something
You walk to the bathroom, shower and change into this with that hairstyle:

 You: ima get dressed and do something You walk to the bathroom, shower and change into this with that hairstyle:

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You walk downstairs.
Zoey: emo today?
You: Just a little
Bryce: She's just emo cuz Jeremiah isn't texting her
You: Can you not
Kaitlin: Yea bryce, can you not
You look at her and she looks at you.
Kaitlin: Don't make fun of something like that, what happens if you were like that with a girl and y/n said sum shit like that?
He stays quiet
Kaitlin: exactly, respect her, she's your stepsister and going through something
Zoey: YEAH SHUT UP DUMD BITCH
Kaitlin: ZOEY!
You started laughing.
You: Wanna go play basketball at the park
Zoey: yesss

Your house to the nearest park

You go to the basketball courts. Yall started playing basketball.

5 hours later

You were in your room on Instagram. It was 4:39 pm. You look at Jeremiah's Instagram. You see that he posted something 30 minutes ago. You put 3 heart eyes on his post. You get off your phone and walk out of your room. You walk downstairs and see your family in the kitchen.
Dad: hey honey
You: hey
Dad: Come join us
Zoey: yea they're gonna watch football
Bryce: cmon zoey, your gonna find a boy like me one day
Zoey: Bitch please, you can't even girlfriend
Kaitlin: zoey!
You started laughing. You go to the living room and watch the NFL playoffs with the family.

3 hours later

You go to your bedroom and change to your pjs. You lay down and fall asleep.

That's the end of this chapter.

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