Dark Enough by Amanda Lopiccolo

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There is a ̶̵g̵̶̶̵i̵̶̶̵r̵̶̶̵l̵ [boy],
In the front of my class,
Who I swear I've never seen,
Do anything but laugh. 

S̵̶̶̵h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵'̵̶̶̵s̵ [He's] tall and s̵̶̶̵h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵'̵̶s [he's] smart,
Beautiful and strong.
And when someone's down,
S̵̶̶̵h̵̶̶̵e̵ [He] tries to fix what it wrong. 

How does someone so perfect,
Feel so insecure,
As to scar h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] skin with cuts and burns,
And still want to hurt more?

How does someone so loving,
Learn to hate h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] own guts?
Drawing a picture on h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] arm with a blade,
As if h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] mind isn't dark enough. 

There is a ̶̵g̵̶̶̵i̵̶̶̵r̵̶̶̵l [boy],
In the front of my class,
Who's eyes are glazed over,
Like newly cut glass. 

The ghost of a smile,
Hints at h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] face.
As s̵̶̶̵h̵̶̶̵e̵ [he] laughs when they tell h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [him],
Who's on 'first base'.

How does someone so perfect,
Feel so insecure,
As to scar h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] skin with cuts and burns,
And still want to hurt more? 

How does someone so loving,
Learn to hate h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] own guts?
Drawing a picture on h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] arm with a blade,
As if h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] mind isn't dark enough. 

There is a ̶̶̵g̵̶̶̵i̵̶̶̵r̵̶̶̵l̵ [boy],
In the front of my class,
Who's so sad that you find it rare,
To see h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [him] smile or laugh. 

Her friends tell h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [him] jokes,
Like that one with the guy;
But all s̵̶̶̵h̵̶̶̵e̵ [he] does is close h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] eyes,
And enter her [his] mind. 

How does someone so perfect,
Feel so insecure,
As to scar h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] skin with cuts and burns,
And still want to hurt more? 

How does someone so loving,
Learn to hate h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] own guts?
Drawing a picture on h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] arm with a blade,
As if h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] mind isn't dark enough,
For h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] imperfections. 

There was a ̶̵g̵̶̶̵i̵̶̶̵r̵̶̶̵l̵ [boy],
In the front of my class,
Who yesterday took,
The breath that was h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] last. 

S̵̶̶̵h̵̶̶̵e̵ [He] wrote a few notes.
'I'm sorry I didn't say,
But my mind was messed up.
You couldn't save me anyway.' 

And to the ̶g̵̶̶̵i̵̶̶̵r̵̶̶̵l̵ [boy] in the back of the class,
Who feels the way I did.. 

How does someone so perfect,
Feel so insecure,
As to scar h̵̶̶̵e̵̶̶̵r̵ [his] skin with cuts and burns,
And still want to hurt more?..

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