My Thugga

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Ari POV

On the way home Tae keep asking me shi like who dude an tbh I don't know. He was very kind an handsome.

"You thinking bout him huh"Tae said smiling big af
"No" lied straight through my teeth
"Mmmhh"
"My body hurt like shi" I said
"Let's go to the hospital" Tae said

After the hospital

Damm tha car fuck me up. But ima bad bitch, an you can't kill a bad bitch!!!😂😂I'm staying at Taes tonight. He just moved in this house I mean it's mines to but I mainly be at the apartment so Herb can see Jordan. But Tae said that he wanted a house out here an I was like I'll go half on it with you. Money was never an issue for me an never will be. I work hard to live the life I wanted but once I signed those papers it's like Herb had me trap bc I couldn't do anything unless I asked bc I needed someone to watch Jordan. An when I wanted to do something he always had something to do that why I went half wid Tae bc most of the time if I'm working Tae watches him.

1 week from now

10pm
Herb calling an blowing my phone up. Now he wanna call Bitch ass niggga. It took him 1 week to call. I'm getting tired but I want Jordan to have 2 parents together. So I put my happiness to the side. I'm happy with Herb but it's fading for me. So I decided to get up an leave the house an texted Tae I'll be back. Jordan was sleeping wid Tae so I had nothing to worry about. Herb funna hear me today though. I never wanted to argue with him in front of Jordan but today he funna hear me bc how you gon put your family after business. Shi if anything yo shi ain't even boomin so why tf is you bussy like tha but I always believe in him but Damm he can't even care for me.

Im finally home an I don't hear anything. Put I hear water so he must be taking a shower. This niggga phone keep ringing.

I seen "Keyy💦" I ain't gon lie an say my heart don't hurt but Damm I should of known. I don't know wha to do I wanna cry but it's no tears coming out. I wanna fight but I ain't got it in me to fight for a niggga tha did me bogus. Wtf do I do. Y'all ever feel lost. Bc somone you gave your all to did you like this. My chest hurt I feel like I can't breath. As I'm reading an going throw his phone. Before I leave the phone I blocked her an walk outside an call my brothers. Bc I feel like ima kill this niggga I wanna kill him but then again I can't. I still love this niggga with all of me. Why do love hurt?

Me: Brother ima kill him (I'm on the phone wid my brother King)
King: Wsp wha happen (y'all I wanna cry but Damm I can't. I'll be Damm if I cry over somone that did me bogus. I cried befor but I can't no more)
Me: He's cheating on me an the girl even knows about me King she knows about me an I picked up the phone an she told me she knows about me an she coming here. She knows we're I stay😓 (yup I'm crying again crying bc finally it click in my head this shi had to be going on for a while for her to know where I stay)
King: Stop tha shi ima tell you what to do an listen
King: You gon go back in tha house an act like you don't know nun, be sweet - fuck you mean be sweet (I interrupted him bc wtf sweet ain't shit sweet)
King: Yea be sweet I'm telling you listen, be sweet an act like shi koo. Then say you got to go some where for me. Ima be at y'all house waiting for you. Tell Tae open tha door for me.
Me: Arigh (but I keep crying)
King: Ariana you pretty af ain't shi to get another niggga fuck is you cryin over 1.
Me: Bc I still love him (my brother never liked Herb but tolerate him bc I loved him)
King: An tha niggga can't love you Righ so go do wha I say, see you later sis. I kno it's easier said than done but you gotta do it
Me: Aight love you
King: Love you to, keep it playa (I hang up an laugh bc that's wha my pops always told us)

Aigh let's gets this shit done
We gon keep this shi playa
My daddy raise a pimp Bitch not a trick
He been fuckin wid sweet Ariana for too long he most definitely gon hate Ariiiiiii 👅