Harry Styles. BSM, DDM.

You hurt yourself for his attention. BSM.

You hurt yourself for his attention. BSM.

Harry age 8.

You glared at Harry and Lux as they goofed around and played together. He hadn't paid any attention to you at all today and you were getting sick of it.

You hatched a small plan in your head for a way to get attention.

You walked towards the bunks of the tour bus and climbed up to Harry's, the top one, and looked around to see if anyone was watching and took a deep breathe and closed your eyes and jumped off.

Landing on your knee, making a loud thud and you immediately started crying. Should've thought this through more.

Harry rushed in due to your loud cries and crouched down next to your with a worried face.

"What happened?" He asks quickly when he sees you clutching your knee.

"I went on your bunk..to get your iPad, b-but when I went to get down- I got t-tangled in the sheets and fell off." You choked out the lie through your cries as your knee started throbbing. He quickly rushes out and gets an ice pack and jogs back in.

He picked you up and sat on the lower bunk with you on his lap and since you were wearing shorts, it was easier to see the damage. He gently pulled your hands away and gasped at the forming bruise.

You hadn't stopped crying, which he noticed and instantly tried to calm you down.

"Shhh shhh, you're ok." He whispers softly and wraps his arm around your shoulders while the other hand holds the ice pack to your knee. Your head rested on his shoulder while your body leaned on his chest.

He kisses your head twice and holds you tighter against him. He started to rock back and forth when Lux toddles in.

"Why you crwying?" (Idk if she can't say her 'r's or not) Her small voice asks while you just stare at her with teary red eyes.

"Nothing love. She just hurt herself." Harry said after realizing that you weren't going to answer her.

Lux nods and stays where she was, and it was starting to annoy you. The one time that Harry was showing you attention, she comes and ruins it.

"Lux can't you go away for once?!" You finally snap causing her to flinch and Harry's head to snap towards you. You were still on his lap and he was still holding you to him.

She quickly runs out, crying, and Harry starts to move out from under you, accidentally hitting your knee causing you to scream and he quickly gets back in his previous position.

"I'm sorry kitten!" He gushes when you start crying harder than ever. Of course she had to ruin it.

"Hey hey hey." Harry soft voice coos when he finally realized that you weren't crying about your knee anymore.

"What's wrong baby girl? Tell me what's up." He coaxes and rubs your shoulder.

"You don't-you don't love me anymore." You sob and he gasps.

"What? Of course I love you! Who told you this?" He asks, appalled that you would even think something like this.

"No one told me. But it's obvious."

"How? What have I done to make you feel this way?" He asks in a gentle voice while looking at your sad face.

"You-you always spend time with L-Lux now and never m-me." You sobbed and he sighed and kisses your forehead.

"Is that why you jumped off the bunk?" You look at him wide eyed, wondering how he knew.

"I can read you like a book love, you should never feel like you have to hurt yourself to get my attention." You blushed and nodded.

"You'll always be my number one."