2 kids- taemin
we were just 2 kids, too young and dumb
"doyoung! baby! its snowing!" yn yelled as she looked out the window.
snow was yns favorite thing about winter in korea. it always brought her happiness whenever she was having a hard time, and with doyoung being busy this time of year, yn was struggling.
doyoung brought yn her coat and gave her as kiss as yn put it on. doyoung grabbed his and slipped his on, and they both put their shoes on, and made their way outside.
yn ran out and jumped into the fresh snow, laying on her back and letting the snow fall on her nose.
doyoung admired her. he looked at her with everything he possibly had. he loved her so much.
yn laughed as the snowflakes hit her nose, melting against her warm skin. doyoung laid next to her and felt the snow hit his skin.
another thing about yn, she had about a year left. the doctors diagnosed her with stage 3 cancer about a year ago and they said at most 3, but 2 years at least. of course this caused some problems, but they promised each other that they'd work them out. "yn, you'll tell me when you start to feel pain right?" he asked.
"of course I will." she answered.
they laid there for a good ten minutes before they both decided to get up and go back. when they walked into the apartment, doyoung took yns coat for her and hung it up. "do you want some hot chocolate?" doyoung asked, going to the kitchen.
"yes please." yn called as she walked down the hallway to their room.
doyoung smiled and started on the hot chocolate. when yn came back into the kitchen, she wrapped her arms around doyoung, burying her face into his back. doyoung placed his hands over hers and smiled. "what are you doing baby?" he asked.
"I am giving you one of my famous hugs." yn answered.
"why is that?" he smiled.
"I gotta give as much as... um- I can." yn answered as her tone slipped to quiet.
doyoung carefully removed yn's arms and turned around, "baby, please look at me." he said.
yn looked up at him hesitantly. "you aren't going to leave me. you are going to stay right here, and you are going to grow old with me. I will be a huge bother to you just to stay with me, and then we die together. you aren't leaving me yn." doyoung told her.
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~doyoung~
I looked to her resting body as we all went by it.
"you aren't going to leave me. you are going to stay right here, and you are going to grow old with me. I will be a huge bother to you just to stay with me, and then we die together. you aren't leaving me yn."
I told her that just to keep her mind off of it, but she ended up passing that night. everything feels so fresh, and I havent said anything. I've been quiet.
I woke around 3 am, and looked to yn. she seemed like she was sound asleep, but that was the problem. she was too quiet. I tried to wake her but she didnt wake up, and when I went to check if she was still breathing... nothing.
my whole world shattered and tears just came too quickly to even try to stop.
we went around and said somethings. taeyong spoke and so did jeno, and other members, and then I went up. I didnt say much, and once i sat down, I could tell taeyong and the guys were all looking at me.
I didnt want to really be here anymore.
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it finally ended around 1 pm and we all went back to the dorm. I knew they were going to try their best to cheer me up, but it was going to be difficult.
"yo doyoung," mark said, walking into the living room, "its snowing outside."
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