Joe
Soon as I hung up he straight texted my phone
Lil top 💚 : eat something please baby
I smiled a lil bit to myself closing my phone. I am just not right now I just wanna sleep until we gotta go back on stage
"Look at you finally growing some balls!" Jamell said pushing my shoulders
"Tay really love that nigga, you could see it in his eyes when Joe got on the phone" sheyya said lighting a blunt
"He looked heartbroken as fuck, you can tell he regret that shit so much"
I never seen my baby like that, crying because of me make me feel like Tyquian. I know he gone be mad at this break but we really need this our relationship needs it.
"Chill out slime he gone wait like Sheyya said my brotha really love you not like, love. And tay ass don't love anybody. Y'all love is a different type." Kentrell said making me nod my head
"Can't believe they took my money to Hawaii!" He spats
"Ohhh I forgot bout that shit cause of Joe and tay, them niggas really did do that" sheyya added
I toned them out thinking about taymor, I can't believe I told his ass we need a break this ain't gone last for to long I can't go long without talking to him
"Oh he bout to go crazy slime" Kentrell said nodding at me
"Why you tell his ass y'all needa a break if you ain't really want it"
"I'm not supposed to want it shey we need it. I'm not gone like this shit at all but I have to do it"
I looked over at my phone wondering if I would just give in but I'm not, I hope Taymor understands
I know he got a tornado of emotions going on right now that's what's making me wanna check up on him
I don't want him to think I don't care
"I'm finna call him for you cause you tripping" sheyya said opening his phone
"No! I'm good don't call em"
Taymor
"No! I'm not good call him jah!" I spat trying to get over Nick to grab my phone from jahseh
"No tay! This is for your own good, it's only for a couple more weeks-"
"So you want me to fucking die?!" I spat
"Stop being dramatic! He's not mad at you no more he just needs time to think"
"It's been forty five minutes he had time to think! I swear if he leave me I'm busting all the windows to his car"
I need to talk to him. fuck that I need to talk to him in person, I need to feel him to know we on the same path
"H-He was really mad y'all, I know Joseph! he gets so angry he just shuts down and doesn't say nothing. I want him to yell at me so I could know he's not done! Please" I cried on nicks shoulder
"Maybe we should call him?" Nick suggested
"Nick no! He said on the phone that he loves him he always gone love you Taymor! It's fucking Joseph"
I started to break down even more, who knew going on a fucking vacation would do this to me
"Jahseh please! let me talk to my brother than"
Jah looked at me with hesitant but he still dailed kentrells number on his phone
"Yea? Taymor really needs to talk to you"
"No Kentrell this is fucking serious! Talk to him!"
My own brother don't wanna talk to me cause of a nigga Tuh. I see how we rocking
Jah hands the phone to me and I tried to wipe my face
"Brother" I sniffled
"Yes Taymor what ya want slime?"
"Is Joe leaving me for real! Be honest with me so I can just move on and forget him, I don't want to tho"
"He don't fucking love me no mo huh?! Kentrell tell him he not leaving me! He can't leave me"
"And-"
"Nigga shut the fuck up! Damn!" He spats
"He not leaving yo dumbass you know he can't leave ya even if he tried stop allat pussy crying shit Taymor I raised ya better than this"
"You cheated back cause I told ya if a nigga eva cheated on ya, ya betta get even or ima beat ya ass. And that's what ya did and I was waiting on you to relized how that shit felt"
"Cheating ain't all fun and games in the aftermath is it?"
I stayed quiet cause he talking to me like he my daddy which means I really fucked up
"Isn't it Taymor?!" He spats
"No"I mumbled
"He's hurt just like you hurt Tay, y'all did that to each other like dumbasses. I really fucking hate y'all right now slime I'm not even joking. Acting like fucking kids."
"I'm sorry brother I really am"
"I know ya are that's why I'm tryna get this shit through yo head so ya won't do it nomo."
"Truth me told we gotta stop this nigga every second from calling ya. Y'all like crack to eachother, fucking crackheads"
I laughed, the first time I laughed through this whole situation
"I love him Kentrell I really do" I frowned
"I love you too mamas! I promise!" I hear Joe I'm the back
"You got me on fucking speaker Kentrell?!"
"Only for the last part chill out on me" he laughed
"Can you give him the phone?"
"No tay"
"Whyyyy"
"Cause we about to go on stage and you know what he said y'all on break right now talk at home."
"mm fine! I love you brother y'all turn up"
"I love ya too big head"
And with that he hung up
