drivers license r. suna

seventeen

the room was silent

the tears falling from your eyes onto
your laptop was so loud.

your name was going around the
world so fast, it was overwhelming.

you didn't want to go to school
today. you stayed home to take care
of yourself. you haven't been eating
much or taking care of your well-being
in awhile.

———

you decided to start a live while
cooking. you were making onigiri,

you were playing music in the
back but a comment has caught your
eyes.

"y/n wtaf why aren't you at school?"
samu comments. i laugh,

y/n
"samu i just needed a break
for a bit come over later
i'll save you some onigiri."

after you cooked the rice, it was still
really hot. you being a dumbass
burnt yourself because you forgot to
let it cool. the live was either laughing
at you or concerned for you.

your laptop stopped playing music
and someone was calling you. you
answered it on the live.

it was semi on facetime.

semi
"y/n how fucking dumb are you
to burn yourself from
making onigiri,"

semi says with tendou laughing
in the back.

y/n
"semi semi i love you but
don't come at me like that."

ushijima came and took his phone,

ushijima
"y/n please come visit again, i'll even
ask oikawa to come too,"

y/n
"ushi gushi,
i don't think oikawa wants to come,
i mean like he did go to aoba josai to
try to prove you wrong, and he has his
best friend there."

he sighs and hands the phone
back to semi and tendou,

semi
we're going back to practice
call you later?"

y/n
"bye bye semi semi and tendou,"

i wave them goodbye.

y/n
"oh shit i'm on live still,"

you laugh at yourself for forgetting.

y/n
"anyways before i get made fun of
on the internet even more, i hope you
guys have a great rest of your day.
mwuah bye."

you say as you end the
love to finish cooking.

———

you were in your room eating the
onigiri you have cooked thinking
of more thinks to write. with nothing
coming to mind it made you frustrated. it
was a friday meaning you can sleep in
tomorrow.

you decided to drive down to see
your favourite cousin tobio. maybe
by putting yourself into a new
environment will help you.

after hours of driving you finally
made it to miygi. driving up to tobios
drive way to ring the doorbell. your
aunt answered the door and welcoming
you in. she was like a second mom to you.

y/n
"i'm sorry for dropping by so
sudden i just had nothing to do so
why not come over?"

kags mom
"it's fine y/n
i'm so proud of your song,"

she says
as she pulls me into a hug.
i walk up to tobios room.

y/n
ayo,

tobio
"y/n why are you here?

y/n
can i not see
my favourite cousin?

tobio
you wanna go
steal milks from vending machines
again?"

he asks. i smile brightly and
nod.

———

we were chatting for awhile as i
explained my situation.

tobio
"so you're saying that you and suna
were a thing, but he broke it off to go
date another girl, so you wrote a song
about him. now it's really awkward
around him and then semi slid into your
dms, and now you guys are a thing?"

he says summarizing everything i said.

y/n
pretty much, i don't know i think i have
feelings for semi. he's just UGH you
know? like his voice is amazing and
the way it harmonizes with mine.
PERFECTION."

tobio
"if you were put in a room with
everyone you've liked, who
would you go to?"

y/n
"rin,"

you mumble.

tobio
"are you perhaps afraid of being
left behind? suna moved on, leaving
you out. so you and semi being a
thing is a way to cope?"

everything
was hitting you.

y/n
"sometimes you're really smart
but so academically dumb."