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After the phone call, Miyuki calm himself down and quickly go to the principals office to inform the principal of what happen and to also say that he would not be attending his afternoon classes to which the principal agreed to

Upon arriving at the hospital, Miyuki quickly ask for the room number of the patient Sawamura.

The nurses, look sympathetically at Miyuki and told him that he is on the operating room, calming himself, he ask which floor is it and when the nurse answered, he quickly entered the elevator, all the while praying that Sawamura is safe.

Ding

Gulping, Miyuki step out of the elevator and go to the operating room, outside, he saw Sawamura's mother, father and grandfather, taking in their appearance, all of them are obviously wearing house clothes, the eyes of Sawamura's mother are puffy and red, she's obviously been crying, while Sawamura's father's hair is disheveled, Sawamura's grandfather, just like Sawamura's mother, his eyes are also puffy and red

Noticing that Miyuki is there, the family look at him, gulping and readying himself, Miyuki ask "What... Happen..?"

Sawamura's father took a deep breath before looking up, while Sawamura's grandfather exhale and said "I'll be heading out for a bit" before walking away, Sawamura's mother, with a shaky voice, answered

"I... Last night.... I.... I was going to check up on him.... I..." Sawamura's mother's eyes well up with tears, before she take a deep breath and exhaling

"I never really do that...... I..." Sawamura's mother let out a sob before continuing ".. And there.... When I... When I open the door... There.... I saw... I saw... My son.... Lying on the floor..." she's looking at the ground like she's still looking at what she was saying

".... Cover in... Covered in blood..." then she look at him "... and.... And" she's shaking, her husband go near her and try to comfort her to the bwst of his ability

".... His.. His wrist.... It's..... It's" then she cried, turning to her husband with her hands in her face, wiping the tears, she turn to Miyuki again before saying, asking

"Am I... Am I a bad mother?.... I can't.... I can't even tell that my son is... My son is suffering..... I'm not even there for him..."

Miyuki, upon hearing what happened, can only sit on the chair of the waiting room, it's like all his strength left his body, staring at the ground, mind blank with nothing but the conversation that happened between him and Sawamura last night, he begin to cry, all the while blaming himself for what happen, for not seeing the signs, for not being there for Sawamura, he cried, he cried himself dry, he cried, he cried so hard he's sure that the people on the hospital can feel his pain.