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erwin X reader number

Listen okay my friend Appreciates this man more than me which Is why I'm writing quite a few of this man

Okay so I had like two people DM me personally saying that in my death note X reader oneshots when I did Melanie Martinez I didn't put a trigger warning firstly I'm sorry and secondly I'm sorry again there's no excuse to forget a trigger warning for her lyrics or anything so yes if I triggered you without warning I'm deeply sorry I'll learn better my lovelys 💖💖 again this song is from her EP after school

⚠️Melanie Martinez⚠️

Your pov

Count up your portions, count up your checks
Feeding your fam while you're coming at my neck

I was casually eating dinner with my friends as we chatted second serves were going around I had little bit more Erwin had stood up and walked to our table "Y/N you can't just serve yourself you gotta wait and ask there's not enough to go around without asking" I sat there in disbelief *the chef offered me it's not my fault* I thought to myself as Erwin snapped me out of my thoughts "I expect better from you cadet Y/N" he walked back to his table I stood up and scoffed as I left the room

When ya gonna freeze with the cruel dramatics?
I'm not inspired by your foolish practice
Butter your bullshit, set up your fence
I'm just the chicken giving you the egg

I was in my dorm singing to myself a lullaby that my mum sung for me Erwin knocked on the door than walked in "cadet Y/N cadets have asked me to ask you to keep it down its almost lights off there Tryna settle down" I sighed and nodded when he left I turned the lights off and layed down looking out my window at the pale Moon I smiled and fell asleep

Next morning

I woke up the next morning yawning I got myself ready I was up earlier than everyone else I walked outside and went for a walk losing track of time while I was at the river playing with the small insects I giggled I look up and saw that it looked nearly afternoon I got up in a hurry and ran back to the barracks "shit shit shit"

Soon you're gonna see that your breath was wasted
Don't speak too soon on your doubts, you're making

I stood in front of Erwin and Levi "oi brat do you have any idea what time it is you missed training what is wrong with you" I sighed and looked down "this is the 4th time this week cadet Y/N" Erwin spoke up "and which is why we are more tougher on you" he also added I laughed and scoffed they raised an eyebrow looking at me "what is it cadet" "A big deal out of a little thing Why should I try to conform to formulated paths" there eyes went wide "what did you just say cadet" Levi spoke up "are us cadets just numbers for you to kill off or something that's the only reason we are training to be cadets isn't it so you guys can live knowing your life's won't go to waste but ours will while protecting yourselves over the ones that actually protect you guys it's pathetic just like this goddamn scout Regiment shit!" I screamed at them at this point hanji Mike and more cadets stood outside watching with wide eyes "all you ever do is push us past the limits we have just for your selfish needs you guys suck I wish I never joined the regiment "alright guys come on inside now" hanji yelled at the other cadets as they went inside at this point I was in tears as they just listened "your not the only ones with lives your not the only ones with families that's if you guys even have any no doubt you guys are just like most cadets here" Erwin went to speak up and I looked at him "all I ask is why do you make me out to be a joke why do you make everyone look at me like a joke when I have a goal I want my future just like others here and there's no stopping me and the imaginations that I can reach goddamnit I'm ready to explode like a volcano" "Y/N were really sorry for everything just calm down please let's talk in Erwin's office" hanji tried reasurring me and placed her hands on my shoulders I just fell to my knees screaming and crying I felt arms wrap around me and help me up I was in the middle of them all kinda like they formed a circle around me to shield me from humiliation from the cadets as we made our way to Erwin's office "oi brats back to training your not off the hook" Levi spoke up all the cadets got up and left for the training grounds to wait for Levi and hanji we walked into Erwin's office I was seated on the couch and given a cup of hot milk tea I took a sip and hicupped as I covered my face from embarassment they all sat down "you could've just asked to talk to me personally you know you shouldn't let your feelings just bottle up I'll be your personal therapist" hanji said as she hugged me I just rested my head on her shoulder I sighed as I just looked down "why should I it's just gonna annoy you and make everyone pity me and I can't handle more pity than what I've been given" Erwin nodded and sighed "well is there anything else on your mind cadet" he asked and I nodded "can I tell you in private commended erwin" he nodded as he excused everyone out of the room I sat there "well cadet Y/N" I looked at him "I realised there's more to this world than what we are taught" he nodded "same here my father had information about the world beyond the wall cadet" I nodded as I looked at him "replaced there knowledge with the many reaches on material games it's weird" he nodded as he sat next to me and placed his arm around my shoulders "what's weird if you don't mind the question" I had a faint light blush on my face as I looked at his arm "well there lack of tenderness towards sensitive people ever wonder how many people the capital teach before killing them do you wonder if they know we know this much it could possibly cost us our lives Erwin" he nodded as he got up "I find it weird us commanders of the Scout Regiment should only know this tell me how you found out cadet" I giggled as I got up as well and wiped my tears "my father was a intelligent man and knew to much and told me the secrets not only that but I do love to eavesdrop on your late night meetings together" I laughed and smiled as he grabbed my wrist and pushed me up against the wall "cadet this is also why we are tough on how we educate and train you yourself you've already got the capability to be slick and not be seen your great use to us which is why I'm more tough on you than the other cadets you have strong senses and a sixty sense shall I say" I smiled as he let me go I stood up straight gave him a kiss on the cheek. Store leaving with a smile I walked past hanji and Levi to my dorm hanji walked in to see a shocked Erwin "woahhh what happened here huh~" hanji piped up with a smug tone to her voice Erwin sighed and sat down "nothing don't worry just chatted about the world beyond the wall surprisingly she's listened to our meetings" Levi stood dumbfounded before turning on his heel and running down to your dorm hanji and Erwin chuckled and watched as they heard yelling and screams "LEVI THIS IS MURDER I'LL HAVE YOU IN JAIL" Y/N screamed out as her body was dragged last the door "FOR EAVESDROPPING YOUR GONNA SPEND THE ENTIRE WEEK CLEANING CADET" both hanji and eriwn were now laughing as Y/N flipped them off "ERWIN YOU CANT LAUGH YOU BLUSHED WHEN I KISSED YOUR CHEEK" he went silent and look away as hanji looked at him laughing "SHE DID WHAT OH THATS GOLD"

and we'll just like that you became close to your what you thought were your bullies and tormentors

Heyooooo lovelys happy new year I know I'm kinda late on that but I hope 2021 brings you nothing but smiles and joy if you ever feel sad or scared just remember tayah.bailey.90 is my Instagram so if you ever feel sad don't be shy to just text me on there about you worries because just remember I'm your guys mother/older sister what you want me to be I'll always listen cause I understand what it's like going through shitty patches in life but yes I love you all stay sweet stay kind stay lovely your so lovely I'm so lovely were so lovely bye bye lovelys 💖💖

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