Mrs. Kambe • Daisuke Kambe (REVISAL)

Chapter 28: Dates

A new day to look forward to. I got up late like usual, I was never a morning person to be honest. I'm no longer in Isla De Alegre, I'm back in the mansion.

I was wondering off, on the kitchen eating an apple, with my messy hair. I really don't mind nor care about anyone right now at my state.

I remembered what Daisuke told me in bed last night.

'how about we go on a date?' it rang on my head several time, before I could recklessly react.

I stood up, and looked at the time, shit it's 2pm? What?

I approached the maid, "When is Daisuke going home?" I asked her, "he'll be back around 5pm, Mrs. Kambe, and he also asked us to tell you to get ready beforehand" She said, I was shocked.

No, no. I'm not, the word shocked can't suffice what I am experiencing, or feeling.

I quickly ran upstairs, I only ate an apple for lunch, how unhealthy.

I looked at myself in the mirror, I looked horrible?

I shook my head, what do I do?

I looked at myself in the mirror once again, I started to calm, and listed down What I should do, first I need to do my hair treatment again.

Which I did, I also took a bath. I just wish I won't look like a trash later, I'd be so embarrassing. Ugh these insecurities lives on my mind rent free.

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After almost 3 hours of panicking, I finally got the look I wanted to show as, I looked at myself in the mirror, with the red dress I'm wearing, I turned around to see in the mirrior what my back looks like.

I looked like a hottie for once in a while, I'm flabbergasted.

I fixed my hair a little bit, these baby hairs are ruining the outfit, but I really can't force myself to cut it. I dont know why.

I grabbed a red clutch from the closet room, which was full of my old items before, I looked around the room, nothing really changed, interior, and paintings are still there, especially the large wedding picture.

I smiled a little, this made me happy. I heard the door opened, I looked who it is, it was daisuke staring at me

"What never seen me this cute?" I chuckled, "First of, you're always beautiful, second you are both beautiful and cute right now" He complimented.

This guy is good with compliments sometimes. "Shall we go?" He asked me, waiting for me to hold his hand, I held his hand, as a sign of me saying yes, and we started to drive our way to the restaurant.

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After a long drive, not really long when your husband, or boyfriend I should say, is a billionaire, bought the whole road for ourselves, saved us from traffic. I should say.

We already got our meal served, to this fancy restaurant around Tokyo, It was well guarded to be honest, I feel safe. 

"How are you in the house?" He asked me, "I'm bored, I want to work" I told him, I really don't want to lie, and tell him I'm having fun there, when I'm really not.

"Y/N... You know you can't yet, you got these amnesia, and someone chasing you" He really wanted me to work as well. But at the same time he was also scared of what's going to happen.

"Speaking of the amnesia, I have been having these dreams where I was in a beach with someone, running around in the sand, and basically just traveling, and wanting to own a flower shop" I stopped my sentence, and looked at the fork.

"I never really got to see the man I was with though"

I looked at Kambe, Who did not reply to anything I said, "is it uncomfortable for you to hear?" I asked him, he disagrees.

"It's good you are remembering fragments of your memory, But don't stress yourself to remember it's not good" he told me, I just smiled, Of course I want to remember, But I don't really want to stress myself, I don't want to have a lavender addiction.

"About that dream, is that all you remember?" He asked me, "there's more, just with someone roadtrips, dates something like that" I answered.

"Do you think it's a part of your memory?" He asked me, I nodded. They felt so real, I just know it is.

It felt like it did happen, I wanna know who I was dancing with, going out with. But how could I?

"Would you believe me, If it was me and you before?" He asked me once again, I couldn't answer, something was stuck in my mouth. That I couldn't get the words out.

I laughed, "how could it be us, if we met with the arrangement marriage first?" I looked at him, I saw looking at me seriously.  Like he meant every words he dropped on me.

I nervously laughed again, he held my hand, I felt his hands were cold. Very cold.

"Y/N.." He called me, I looked at him once again.

I could see the worry drawing out at his face, and his eyes.

"We.. met before the arrangement, I was your boyfriend before the tragedy.."

I slowly lost my vision, I fell on the chair, before I closed my eyes, I saw every dream I have been having, the roadtrips, dates, running on the beach, But these time, the man I was with, finally had a face.

It was indeed Daisuke.

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So sorry for the super late updates, I have been having troubles with myself, well to disclose, to my self diagnosis, I have severe depression.

It makes me very tired, and not so energetic for the past months, always losing the will to do everything i enjoy.

I hope you understand me, i wont stop updating, but expect it to be late.

And no worries i get money and save up, I'll go to a psychologist to get a diagnosis! But it'll take a lot of time since i dont have money, nor my parents know im depressed, id like to make it a secret. You know filos always telling kids that it's just a phase lol.

I have classes tom byeee!

Also if u want to interact with me pls dm me in ig- a.cheili, i dont give my personal acc anymore lol i post weird shits.