BROKEN. | VINNIE HACKER | UNFINISHED!!!

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"it's not worth it, aurora"
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I STEP OUT OF THE BATHROOM FACING VINNIE. He looks at me a bit confused. I didn't know why, but it wasn't anything new.

"Is there something on my face?", I ask walking back into the bathroom. I checked, but nothing was. Except for the fact that my eyes were bloodshot, puffy and extremly small. I quickly look away turning back towards him.

"Where you crying under the shower?", he asks stepping towards me. "I guess, yeah", I say with a little shrug. "Are you okay?", he asks making me look up at him.

I look up at him not saying anything. If there's one question I hate most, it's this one. 'Are you okay?'.

The same question that my so called 'friends' asked me when Nate died. The same question my aunt asked me when my grandparents passed away. Just the same eerie question.

The answer would always be the same. 'No'. But the answer coming out of me was either 'yeah' or 'I will be'. And for this moment here it wouldn't be any different.

"I will be", I whisper shooting him a small smile. He nods slowly turning around and walking to his closet. I went to sit on his bed just watching him.

Rory, you are supposed to leave the house, not sit on his bed. I know!

"I'm meeting some friends tonight, I wanted to ask if you want to come along", Vinnie says pulling a sweater over his shirt. "I wasn't really planning on staying", I say biting my lower lip.

He didn't say anything and just stared at me. He was probably thinking or something. It's something he seems to do a lot. Thinking.

A frown formed on his face and he walks to his chair. He sat on it and continued to look at me.

"I don't want to overstep any boundaries, but... where are you going to go?", he asks still with a frown.

That was a question I couldn't quite answer.

The moment I left my house last night, I wasn't even thinking about being in this world today. I wasn't supposed to be here.

"Places", I mumble picking at my nails. I was going to go somewhere, but I'm not telling him what kind of place.

I don't want his sympathy or him trying to talk me out of it. I already have made up my mind.

"What kind of places?", he asks with a bit of an annoyed tone in his voice. I met his eyes and shrug. "It doesn't matter Vinnie, I'm going to leave today and we won't meet again", I say looking down ones again.

"Were you really going to do it?", he asks making me look up at him. "Do what?", I ask hoping it wasn't about that. "Committing", he says bringing it lightly. I just frown at him and shook my head.

"What does it matter to you", I say with a small scoff. "It's not worth it, Aurora", he says letting out a sigh.

I shot my head up at him, hearing him say my full name. "How the hell do yo-", I start but he cuts me off. "I saw your ID", he says pointing at my bag.

"So now you're going through my stuff?", I ask frowning at him. "That's not the point, why would you want to commit?", he asks changing the subject back.

"I have my reasons", I say crossing my legs on the bed, "which I'm not telling you." "Come on, Rory. It's not like you'll know if I tell anyone", he says tilting his head. I was shocked that he said it like that. I look up at him rolling my eyes. "Whatever", I say looking away from him.

He waited for me to start talking and it made me feel awkward. I mean he isn't wrong, I won't be here to know. And he'll forget me just as fast as we met. One day. I give him one day.

That makes me think. Why would I want to end it all?

I have my reasons, I do. I never spoke them out loud, but I have them. Maybe him asking me why, makes me really think about it. I have valid reasons to just step out of this shitty life.

I wasn't going to tell him. I'm not an easy person to just open up and especially not to a guy I met just a night ago.

"Okay, I have a.... proposal. You come to get dinner with my friends and skate today and then after tonight you can leave if you want", he says leaning on his knees with his elbows.

What can one day hurt?

"Okay", I say standing up. "Do you have a skateboard?", he asks. "No, I broke mine", I say opening my bag. He nods and went into his closet.

I search through my bag looking for my phone. I turned it off last night, just before getting out of the car arriving at the lake. I already knew he was going to blow my phone up. I doubt my parents would.

"Here you can take mine", Vinnie says handing me a skateboard. "Vinnie this one is practically new", I say admiring the printing. "It's okay, you can test it for me", he says smiling and walking towards the door.

We went downstairs and we're about to go out of the door. "Mom, we are going to the park! Don't wait for us with dinner!", Vinnie yells not waiting for a response. "Wait wait", his mom says coming out of the kitchen.

"Don't you want something to eat, dear?", she asks looking at me. "No thank you, I'm sorry for missing breakfast", I say feeling guilty I missed it. "It's okay, there will be plenty breakfasts for you to eat here", she says giving me a sweet smile. I gave her a smile back and turn to walk out of the door.

I stepped outside and his mom called me back again. "You can stay here for as long as you want, okay?", she says raising her eyebrows at me. I nod shooting her another smile.

Just like that she closed the door and I turn towards Vinnie.

Why do they think I'm staying? I am leaving tonight. Like actually leaving... I think.

.~^*•__K speaks....

I like how Vinnie's mom is so nice about this all :)

So I maybe wanna stop doing what I'm doing right now in school,
but I'm doubting on what doing next....
I hate thisssss!!!!!