Paralyzed

Chapter one

This takes place at the summer camp
Izuku has a shadow quirk, and OFA. No one knows about the shadow quirk except Shinso and Aizawa

Izukus POV
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I slammed my hand down on the alarm clock, I look at the time. Great only 2 hours of sleep. Whatever at least I got some. I get up, grab some new clean clothes and take a shower, I do my morning routine and I hear Aizawa start yelling for everyone to get up so I just go down to the living room. "You're up early problem child" he said to me handing me a cup of coffee "So are you Dadzawa" he glared at me "not like I want to be" he groaned "thank you for the coffee" "don't mention it problem child." He said with a small smile. "I know your still stuck with the class and without Hito but are you feeling a little better?" He asked me with worry in his voice. I want to lie and say I'm fine but he's helped me with so much. "Truthfully, no. I can hear everything the say. I'm happy I'm not around Assmight.. I mean All Might anymore" I said and I heard him snort and start laughing. "I'll let you call him that around us. I agree, I can't believe he said all that stuff to you before we left. I wanted to commit murder to the number one hero... I still do" he said with a murderous tint in his eyes and grumbled the end. I giggled "Yeah it didn't really help. The voices keep reminding me of it." I said taking a sip of coffee "You talk about them like it's a regular conversation" he said looking at me with an eyebrow raised "well what do you expec- HEY DEKU!!" I got cut off my an annoying energetic Uraraka. I groan "Hi Uraraka" I said Dadzawa caught the unwelcoming groan before hand and held back a laugh. The rest of the class came walking in. "Midoriya did you sleep at all last night? You should be getting 8 hours of sleep at night to stay healthy and- SHUT UP FOUR EYES" Iida was saying and the lovely Katsuki Bakugo yelled at him. I gave him a look that said thank you and he looked at me confused. He may be a dick and always yell at people but sometimes I am thankful for it.

You see, I've been depressed for years but Hito (Shinso) figured it out. All the fake smiles, the fake laughs. He could see my eyes were dull and full of sadness. My mom abused me for years due to my quirk being useless, she died before All Might gave me one for all. She was with some 'friends' and she overdosed. The one called me and told me, she said that she would make it look like she disappeared and I just agreed with it. I was 13, and I was getting big on YouTube known as the Emerald Shadow, know one knows it's me but I made decent money I make even more know. I had to pay the bills and everything until I got into UA, after a couple villain attacks we got dorms. Aizawa came by the house unannounced over the weekend. Hito knew the truth about my mom but we would tell Aizawa that she was working until that day. He came over with Hito, he knew we were best friends. I opened the door and Hito looked at me with an apologetic look and mouth 'I'm sorry' Aizawa asked if they could come in so I let them. He asked were my mom was and I looked at Hito and he looked back. We didn't know why to say. After a couple minutes and Aizawa getting worried. I told him the truth. About everything. I started telling him about one for all and All might "he gave me quirk, we started training and it was brutal. I had to clean the whole beach, he started showing signs of being abusive. The comments he would make to me sounded like my mom. I slowly started losing trust for him. I lost a lot of it when he told me I couldn't be a quirkless hero and to find out he was quirkless himself. When I got into UA That's when it got worse. He started pushing me to the point I was breaking bones. When we had 2 weeks off due to the villain attack. I trained myself. I got control of my quirk. All night thinks I can control it at 20% now but I can actually control about 75%... I don't trust him enough to tell him. And when he told me and I quote 'young midoriya I will be looking for someone else so they can be a better 9th than you. You're taking too long and being reckless with this quirk. I need someone who will take this seriously, it seems like you aren't' oh I was fucking livid." Aizawa and Hito were pissed but Aizawa asked me something I never thought anyone would "Problem Child, does any one other than us know about your mom and everything? If not. Would you let me adopt you so you can have a parent in your life and actually support you so you can save your money?" I was stunned. I didn't know what to say. Truth is. The first year after my mom died she technically paid for the apartment. I wasn't aware that our apartment had the rent paid for for 3 years after she died. There was no name on the payment made. So we just accepted it. I found out almost year after wards. I have 3 more months until the payment is up. "I still have 3 more months to live here for free, but if you really mean that. I'll allow it. If you can get the paperwork I can forge my mom's signature, I had to do it plenty of times so it's perfect" I told him Hito chuckled and Aizawa looked at him weird "Dad, he may seem just smart in school but this kid has an IQ level like Nezu, and have you seen his analysis notebooks? He has information in heroes and villains. More information than he should and it's weird but it's almost like it's his quirk or something. He could all heroes and villains in a heart beat." Hito said my face turned red from embarrassment and Aizawa looked at me "Is that true Problem child?" I nodded my head "Yeah it's true, but there's a lot of things you don't know about me." I said and Hito spoke uo before anyone else could "One of the important things you need to know. Is he has severe depression. I got him to stop self harming a couple months ago. It took a lot but I managed it." Aizawa looked at me with a worried look in his eye "Izuku, I'm glad you stopped but I will help you with your depression... is there anything else I should know?" I hesitated but I answered him truthfully "Even though the self harming stopped, the voices haven't... there cut back but there still there. I'm sure your wondering how I managed to survive and have money and truth is I'm actually Emerald Shadow from YouTube only Hito knows that it's me. It's my way of coping and it helps me. I'm not as depressed as I was but sometimes I fall back to here I was... I also have 2 quirks. I told everyone I was quirkless because I didn't want them to know about it. Which did not end well. No matter which case I chose it would end badly. But my quirk is called Shadow. I can summon shadows, control them, fight with them, even use them as a portal to get somewhere I've mastered the quirk I also realized that when I use OFA and my shadow quirk. It's pretty deadly. I could take on both class 1-A and 1-B by myself and win. There's a group, I guess you could call them villains but they don't do much. In a few towns over. There's about 60 of them together but they separate into groups. I asked the leader to get them together and I fought them all and beat them. They're pretty strong also. They knew I wanted to be a hero but they also know no one knows about my shadow quirk. They helped trained me, that's how I have so much control over OFA. There's been a few times I got pulled into the quirk it's like a place in my mind. We've talked a few times and they're pretty pissed with all might. What he seems to have forgotten, is that the quirk only transfers when I want to give it up. The echos in OFA won't let it happen. They chose me as their 9th. It's weird to explain. But they know everything in my mind. They've even helped me a couple times with certain things." Aizawa was surprised by everything but he accepted it. Things went great after that, I started to feel a little happy and loved. We even changed my last name it Aizawa when he adopted me.