Lorenzo's Girl

I wonder

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Alissa's pov

"Something feels off" I said to Theo as we walked to first period,potions

"I thought it was just me that felt that" he replied

"It's coming " was all I said while Theo opened the classroom door for me to walk through

"Hey" I whispered to brexley

"Psst"

she looked at me and blinked twice , clearly confused

"Where is Enzo and Malfoy?"

"I dunno your the one dating him" she whispered back

"Only one not both-"

"Miss Longbottom Miss Skywall is something more important?" Snape said while pushing my book infront of me

"No sir "
"No sir."

"May I be excused ?" I asked professor Trewnley

"For what my dear ?"

"I need to see professor Dumbledore" I said truthfully

"Of course" she smiled

"Miss Longbottom what is it to my delight to see you " Dumbledore said as I walked up the stairs

"When" I asked him while taking a seat

"Pardon?"

"When" I repeated Sharping my tone this time

"Soon" he sighed

"What will happen?"

"I don't know Alissa but keep your friends close but engines closer " he spoke calmly

"I had a vision um"

"Elaborate" he said while putting his hands out

I grabbed his hands and showed him the vision had a few nights ago, I don't know if he intended for me to do that but I did anyways

"Interesting " was all he could say

"Is it true " I asked fearing the answer

"Well we all die at some point it's only a matter of time " he said while walking over to his Phoenix" But yes tonight is my time"

It really was gonna start

"By him?"

"No a death eater , a new one I fear"

"Who?" I questioned

He was about to say someone but quickly stopped himself

"Now now Alissa you have lessons to be in " he said smiling

Bless his heart. I wanted to push for a answer but he would never say, there was no point he was going to die either way.

"Alissa don't mention this to anyone " he spoke while walking me to the stairs

"I won't , thank you professor. For everything " I smiled

A simple nod in return

"This food is shit " Onny complained as she pored liquid like mash onto her plate

We all looked in disgust but not me Theo ,brexley or Blaise replied

After 5 minutes of small talk over food Draco and Lorenzo came and sat with us

"Hey you okay?" I asked enzo as I put my arm around him for a side hug

Lorenzo's pov

I shoved her arm off me and ignored her

It was killing me inside but tonight everything would change and I didn't want her to try protect me

She gave me a sad smile and turned back to eating

"How come you weren't in lessons today ?" She asked in her sweet voice

I bite my lip to try stop me answering, my heart ached for her

"Oh" was all she said

"Hey I know who likes on-"

"Shut up" I shouted

"What?" She half laughed out of nerves

"Don't talk to me" I snapped

"Woah mate calm down" Theo said from across us

The rest of lunch we sat in a awkward silence

She got up with Blaise to leave but whispered in my ear before she left

"Our place 8pm be there."

I gave draco a look of it's killing me before starting at my food, I couldn't eat as I felt sick of the thought from what was about to happen. Just looking at the happy 1st years,11 fucking year olds were gonna have to fight soon.

Because of me.

Alissa's pov

I stood over the astronomy tower balcony looking up at the stars confused of what I did wrong , I couldn't loose enzo ,not now,not ever.

"Hey" I said quietly as he walked up to me

No answer he just put his firm arms on the railing

"What's up?" I sighed facing him

He looked down at my shoes then back to the lake

"Enzo what the fuck -"

"Look Alissa just leave me alone "

"What are you talking about ?"

"I can't do this he stuttered-"

"DO WHAT?" I shouted

"Us" he breathed

He turned and looked me in the eyes

"I can't do us, I don't love you."

When I was stabbed it hurt but  hearing that felt like been stabbed 1000 times over , my heart actually broke. I wanted to cry but I couldn't let him see my pain . I started to walk off but I turned and spoke my last words to him

"Right before I close my eyes the only thing that's on my mind is you I wonder what it's liked to be loved by you " I said trying not to break down

"I love you enzo and I always will" I said before walking off, my voice cracking as I spoke

Lorenzo's pov

I did it , I lost the most important thing in my life. Hearing that she thinks I never loved her hurt more though because I always loved her , ever since I laid eyes on her and I've never stopped

"It's done " I said to Draco

He gave me a sad smile and opened the room of requirement, and let in death eaters and

"Mother ?." I breathed