21. Jan - 2021

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I know it's been a long time, but i'm here now ^_^


lately i have not felt very good, i sterted working out again and think more of what i eat and dring, however when i stepped on the scale this morning i felt like crying..... i have gained weight, i now weight almost 84kg..... BUT i will use this information as motivation to get something done, i have also decided to only weight myself once a month.


School is taking it's toll on me, it's very tireing to sit all day and have online classes with little to no pauses, my temper is short lived and i can barely stand being in the presence of my brothers on bad days. (they are very loud and has to always annoy me even if it's just for fun).


i just watched 'Blackpink: Light Up The Sky' again, i must say that it makes me cry every time, happy tears~ every time i'm close to give up everything i watch it, and it helps me with new found motivation every time (i can really recommend it).


Today i have not really written alot about how my day today was other than it's morning right now, my classes start soon, i did my workout and ate my breakfast. 

I love to be able to express myself this way + my friends won't be able to find it lol.

As i said in the beginning, i will do my best to see results on my body in about 3 months i should be able to see them ^_^ 


Goodbye, see you soon ^_^


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