☽ Dijour
NYC • 11 pm • saturday
2/2/2022
i just got to nyc and i turned my phone off so nobody would call me
i stopped sharing locations with everybody so they wont come looking for me
i came to nyc bc this is where my mother had me im not originally frm chicago.
we moved when i was younger but i stayed in touch with one or two ppl from up here
i was staying in my old house which my mother owned but never sold it for some reasons iont know
present day
i was asleep in my old room and i just felt helpless like i had no meaning
i love this girl and i promised to be nothing but good to her and here i am hurting her
this shit hurt fr but me leaving hurt her more so idk what im gone do
i got up and took a shower and i was gone go back to my old block maybe they'll remember me
i walked out to my car as i started to drive down the street towards my old block
as I pulled up I seen Cardier
he was younger than me but he looked about 20 like damn
i got out the car as i walked up he started at me for a while then spoke "jour?" cardier said in a questioning tone
"wsg cardier" i said as he got up and dapped me up "my nigga how old are you" i said "17" he responded
"young old ass" i chuckled
"wyd down here man" he said
"nun" i replied cause iont know if he one of those.
"i was just stopping by tho shiid imma be in town for about two more days anyway u got my number doe" i said dapping him up before walking to my car
i decided to power my phone on once i got home since he was supposedly calling me.
i drove to the house and as soon as i arrived i was met with the same empty driveway wishing that serenity would soon come
i walked into the house as i went to take a shower then lay down alone again to fall asleep
"where is she" i said as i talked to serenity's mother
"the bitch is upstairs" she slurred
i walked up the stairs hoping that the loud thump i heard come from upstair
as i turned the corner there laid serenity foaming at the mouth pills scattered across the floor
I immediately sat with her and grabbed her as i called 911
"yea uhm my girlfriend overdosed" i said
"the address please sir"
"5543 Hathoway Street"
"we'll be right there sir try to calm down"
i dropped my phone after hanging up i cradled her
"ren don't leave me i-i love you i need you" i said lowly as a stray tear flowed down my face i quickly wiped it
she soon stopped foaming at the mouth but her eyes were now white
i could see and feel her body shaking a little bit as i held her
the ambulance finally got here as they came to get her i was allowed to ride in the truck with them
