the rival team

chapter 14

i walk into the school with everyone giving me dirty stares

either ale and kairi did something and got canceled again or i'm in really deep shit

"you're in really deep shit" ale says running to me

fucking hell

"yea ale i can see it" i say "what's happening"

he showed me his phone and it's a picture of me and mattia kissing

"aw fuck" i say running my fingers through my hair

"was anyone else hanging out with you guys" he asks

i shake my head no

holy shit kairi

"fucking hell where is kairi at" i say

"don't you wanna take the pictures down first?" he asks

"what pictures? idc about it i gotta go to kairi" i say

"he's at the soccer field" he tells me

i run to the soccer field until i finally meet up with kairi

"why'd you lie" he asks "we're family y/n we don't lie"

i sigh as i catch my breath

"it's mattia" i say "the guy you don't like because of how stuck up he is. i didn't know how to tell you i was friends with him"

"you kissed him 3 times and you're calling him a friend?"

"i don't know what we are kairi but i do know we're not official" i say "i'm sorry kairi i really am"

"i'm not mad y/n. i'm disappointed you lied" he says "no more secrets between us?"

i nod

"no more secrets" i say

he smiles and hugs me

mattia's pov

"mattia!" v calls

"what" i say

"did you hear what happened to y/n"

i stop my tracks and turn around quickly

"no what happened" i ask

she hands me her phone and shows me a picture and me and y/n outside her house kissing

"who took this? and this really doesn't explain what happened to her" i say

"i don't know but it's all over her school" she tells me

"fucking hell" i say "is she okay?"

"the last thing they updated was her hugging some kind of dude" she says showing me

"that's kairi" i say "her brother"

"you better hope that picture doesn't come around to our school" she tells me

"i don't care about that, i gotta check on her after school" i say

"don't you think you've done enough" she says

"nope" i say "i like her too much to leave her alone right now"

y/n's pov

the rest of the day was somewhat alright. i still got dirty looks from a lot of people but it was whatever. i'm still untouched so i didn't care

someone knocks at my door and i get up to open it

"mattia" i say shocked "you're here?"

"yea" he says

"uh come in" i say

"are you okay?" he asks while walking in

"i think" i say "everyone at my school knows about us"

"no one touched you? or anything like that?" he asks

i chuckle

"you came all the way to my house to check on me?" i say

he nods

"why else would i be here" he says

i take a step closer to him

he places his hands over my cheeks

"you're beautiful" he whispers before leaning

but before our lips can touch kairi walks in and coughs

we pull away

"mattia you know kairi, kairi you know mattia" i say

"yea we played against each other a few times" mattia says

"you're star player on your team huh" kairi says

mattia nods

"well i gotta go help ale with something" kairi tells me "i'll see you later on tonight"

he kisses my cheek

"don't fuck it up with her she's an amazing girl" kairi tells mattia

mattia laughs

"okay kairi go" i say

"wear protection! condoms are in my room" he yells

"kairi!" i shriek

i close the door and turn around

to face mattia who now has me pinned against the wall

"i'm not having sex with you, you know" i say crossing my arms

he leans in even more closer

"that's fine with me" he says

he connects our lips

making us kiss crazy. as if our lives depended on it.

he slips his tongue in, gentle but demanding and it's nothing like i've ever experienced.

i understand why people describe kissing as melting

i feel every inch of my body dissolve into his

my fingers grip his hair, pulling him closer making him moan into the kiss

my heart explodes

i never wanted anyone like this before. ever

his phone starts to ring and we pull away out of breath

"who's v?" i ask

"my bestfriend, veronica" he says

he answers the call

mattia's pov

"what v" i answer out of breath

"did you go see her?" she asks

"yea i'm with her right now" i say

"are you fucking her?" she asks "is that why you're so out of breath"

"yea okay" i say "bye v"

"wait no-"

and i hang up

i kiss y/n one more time

"see you tomorrow?" i ask her

she smiles and nods

"see you tomorrow" she says

tbc...

okay you guys can skip this part because it's gonna be a vent :). i really need to vent.

i'm doing so good in school right now and it's a huge thing for me because ever since virtual school has started i've been having such a hard time with it and my mental health but i got my shit together. i try to talk to my mom and show her my grades so i can hear those words come out her mouth. those words i never heard ever in my life from her. i want her to say she's proud of me :( but every chance i get to talk to her she pushes me away. we argue everyday. every single day and i just want one decent memory with her before she passes :/ i really wish she can see how badly i want this from her but it's not special if i have to ask her to do the bare minimum

kk all better :)