Nothing Left (BNHA)

Chapter 1

-This isn't a villain Deku AU story but, I just really like this picture. Credit goes to the owner of this picture. I'm pretty sure the creator of this picture did a MHA animation on YouTube, the name is escaping me at the moment.-

My name is Izuku Midoriya and I'm currently standing on the edge of a random tall building's roof, about to take my life. I don't want to live anymore, I can't stand it. There's no one left to keep me here, no one to keep me grounded in this life. I have lost everyone special in my life, at some point in time. I lost my best friend, my parents, love of my life, and the trust that I had with some people. I will die knowing that no one will ever get to hear my secrets and learn of my regrets.

I don't even know if I will be buried next to my family and I don't think I'll even get a nice headstone, even though I'll most likely never get to see it. It's also not that I care about if anyone were to care about of piece of trash like me, anyways.

I know that no one cares that much about me to have me go back to beginning of a terrible, downhill roller coaster called my life. Just because I kind of want someone to know my story. So lets go back to when I was four years old.

When I was four, I was told I was quirkless. My father, who went by the hero name of Dragon, left my mother. Poor mom, she had to deal with a worthless Deku for twelve years, alone. I feel bad for her but she did do the best she could.

Then around the same time, Kachan broke off our friendship and started to bully me. It started off slow and just very minor injuries, easy to hide from mom. But then in middle school, it got worse. I would get full on beatings from him and his friends. The whole class would participate in calling me names and saying such mean things to me. It's also not like the teacher did anything to prevent it or stop it, they just added fuel to the fire.

At this point I started to cut my wrists and thighs every day, it started out as just a few cuts and then I was done, but now I do about thirty and then done for the time being. I knew I never should've started but it ready did feel good. It helped to stop the voices, oh those voices, the voices that say the truth, that you never want to hear but know is true. The voice that screams at you to do things that you would never do. Then you have the anxieties and the chances of panic attacks and all these other fun things.

Another sad thing is, that I don't know what a peaceful nights sleep is, anymore. Thanks to all of what has happened to me over the years, almost ever night is met with nightmares and if I'm lucky I at least get a dreamless sleep, but that doesn't really happen to often.

The life I have right now really sucks. I can't wait to see what kind of life I'll in the next go around. I'm glad I'm taking Kachan's advice. His advise of "Take a swan dive off dive of the roof". I hope this makes him happy because I will finally be out of his way.

-I think this will be the end of my first chapter. Do you guys think you could tell me how I did? I know this chapter is kind of short, but it would kind of nice to know your guys opinions? If you could, thank so much. Thank you guys for reading my first chapter of this new story. Second chapter should be coming out in the next few months or whenever I remember to write and update this story.-