I feel miserable... Repeatedly told "You have to hide that frown.". Having to close my eyes forcing myself not to cry. "Why am I miserable?", I ask myself. What is making me push down all of my feelings in the dirt. Maybe I should embrace my sadness make it into heart. Instead of shoving my feelings down the drain, can't push back all the never ending pain, surprised I still have a heart. I've been through a huge amount of sadness, but I still see more waves yet to come, but my time goes on. This is me trying to show how far I have come even though growth increases everyday I am living. Don't ignore me. Stop pushing me back in the ground where I am trying to come out of. Then come back thinking nothing has been done. All the pain my life in general has caused me is not done. I run through the waves and look back to see what I have become. Why is there so much pain to be caused, to be left undone. Get it over with.
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What A Lifetime
PoetryMost of my writings have been about stories based off of my life so far. But these writing's sums it all up. Since I have experienced a lot and am much wiser than I was before. Took me a while to post this since even though I am still in quarantine...
