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Unlisted Chapter. 5 Loving you is a losing game

Sadie walks into the room!
Sadie: Elianna?
You: Hey bubs!
Sadie: B-Bubs?
You: sorry I call my Cr- Friends bubs. Is that ok?
Sadie: Yea it's fine!
Sadie looks over and sees you were writing something picks it up and flip it over.
You: No don't read it!
It reads: Dead Diary I have a huge Crush on this one person they have pretty long Red hair blue eyes cool fashion there caring I don't understand why I just met her I have a huge crush on her
Her name is Sadie!
Sadie looks up at you you look down.
You: Sorry
Sadie picks your head up
Sadie: I like you too but we have to keep it on the down-low ok and we will go from there.
You: ok
3 months later you are out of the hospital
You: Finn get out of my bed silly!
Finn: Fine Sike.
You: I swear if you not like a F***ing obsessed with me I don't know what!
Finn: Obsessed is such a strong word I prefer Attached.
You: ok Mr. Attached good night.
Finn: good night
In the morning
Sadie: hey Elianna!
You see there was someone new
You: hello who is this
Sadie: This is my uhh Friend
You: o-ok
You go upstairs and do your shower and morning routine You go downstairs and see that they are all sitting on the floor with a bottle in the middle
You: oh heck no what did I just walk in to I'm not kissing anyone!
Finn: Oh come on don't be a sissy!
You: Sissy oh no one calls me a sissy!
You sit down on the floor next to Caleb
You: so your back from your trip
Caleb: yup you should have come it was so boring.
You: haha I wish I went then.
Finn: Sadie you go first!
Sadie: ok.
She spins and it lands on the new boy.
Sadie: ok babe let's do this
They kiss for about 30 seconds
You start to tear up and run upstairs.
You play some music and start singing
You: Loving you is a losing game
Finn peaks in
Finn: your voice is angelic
You: hahaha yea no
Finn: no I'm serious!
You: the voice maybe angelic but I'm not.
Finn: what do you mean?
You: remember the day at the hospital?
Finn: Mhm
You: Sadie came in my room and she looked over and saw my dairy she read I expressed my feeling's for her and she said she liked me too then she says we should take it slow and go from there and for the past week she has been avoiding me and now I see why.
Finn: it's ok she isn't worth your tears.
You: hold on I have to do to the bathroom.
Your mind: why am I so ugly, stupid, annoying, and fat
You walk back out you start to cry.
Finn hugs you
He let's go and whispers: I Love you Elianna.
You: huh
Finn: nothing