Love Cycle

||Ch.17||

Blue

When we got to the beach house, their door was open. Not like cracked open, but wide open. "The fuck", CJ said. We rushed in, callin the girls names.

No answer. We dropped our luggage at the door and started searching the house separately. We checked the rooms.

"Found them", I heard CJ say. I went to where he called me from. They were in bed all knocked out.
They still had on their heels and makeup.

I took off Jayda's heels and jewelry. While CJ did the same to Ella and Dess.

"Should we cook", he asked.

"Nigga can you even cook"

He shook his head no. "It's 2:00 just wake em up I guess", I shrugged.

CJ
I tried wake Ella. She stirred a bit before waking up. "Hey E", I smiled while I whispered. She stared at me confused, before widening her eyes.

"What are y'all doing here", she said . She gave a Blue a death stare.

"Cuz Blue a fuck up", I chuckled . She got out of bed as Blue tried to get Jayda up. "Dess stop". Her eyes were still closed and she turned over. "It's not me", Dess yawned before waking up

She looked at us. "What the fuck", she damn near screamed. Jayda's eyes shot open . She sat up and looked at me. Then at Blue. She shook her head chuckling before getting out of bed.

"Jayda", Blue said. She walked past him, being sure to bump him before leaving out the room.

" you just can't leave Ari alone", Ella said. "Right.", Dess said. He groaned and walked out. Their attention then turned to me.

"Well.. I missed you guys", I said nervously.  "I missed you too", E said. "I bet y'all did" Dess muttered while rolling her eyes .

I narrowed my eyes. "D what you tryna say".
"Nothing . Y'all go ahead and enjoy each other's company", she said before stomping off.

Ella stood there, mouth agape. "That's why she been acting like that.", she said shaking her head. "She think we like each other or sum".

I rolled my eyes. I always been like this with Ella. Plus I know how hard Ella went for Key, so I'm tryna be there for her.

"I'm not finna say nun to her right now. I honestly don't think I'm in the wrong", I said before sitting down. Ella sat next to me. "I don't want her to be mad at me", she said all gloomy.

Blue

"What you want", Jayda said while staring in the bathroom mirror. She was washing her face.

"I came to apologize. It wasn't supposed to be like that. She did that on purpose .", I explained.

"Yea but u not even telling me she was coming. That was on purpose", she said while drying off her face.

I rubbed the back of my neck. "You right I just didn't want you to worry".

She raised her brow. "Worry? About what? I never been the one to let a bitch see me sweat", she scoffed.

"Youre the one who keep letting these nothing ass bitches slide witchu. Clearly we should've stayed friends", she muttered the last part.

My eyes got low. "Please can I fix this".

She shook her head. "No. I should've kept my feelings for you to myself. You don't want me the way I wanted you", her voice cracked.

I felt my heart cave in my chest. Wanted?
I really hurt her. My shorty, my bestfriend, my heart in human form.

"I'm sorry. I don't want this to ruin the years behind us. I want you . I do. Please let me prove it", I begged.

"You keep proving it . With the same chick".

"Jayda I'm going to fix this. I don't care how long it takes. Imma make you mines. I can't see u wit nobody else but me".

She looked away and sighed .  "Do what you want, but you're wasting your time".

I smiled and went in for a hug. She stepped back. "Keep it friendly.", she said. "Girl. We hugged when we was just friends".

She thought for a moment before hugging me.

"Now get out I'm finna shower", she said folding her arms. I smirked and put my hands on her waist.

Dess

I sat outside on the porch . I was out there for about 20 minutes then I started to get pissed. Why tf wasn't CJ here to console me ? Or check on me? Something got damn.

I sat there for another two minutes before marching into the house. I went back to Jayda's room. CJ was in there. And of course Ella was too.

I rolled my eyes. Ella looked at me. "You think me n Cj like eachother or sum", she checked.

"Girl. This between me n Cj. It's not your business", I snorted. "Nah u made it my business. When you started acting all bitter towards me.", she retorted.

"Ain't nobody fucking bitter", I yelled . Jayda and Blue rushed in . They were both in robes.

"Fuck is going on", Jayda asked.

Ella

I looked at them and smirked. "Nah what y'all got going on" I said. "We was tryna shower. Fuck is y'all yelling fa", Blue said. Jayda face palmed herself.

"Dess being bitter", CJ said. "Nah I just think it's funny , soon as me n CJ try to get serious . Ella and him wanna be all boo'd up n shit".

I rolled my eyes. "We always been close . Same way everybody else in this damn group been. You trippin cuz CJ been a shoulder for me to cry on".

"A shoulder to cry on , turns into a dick to ride on. You lost yo man now u going after mine", she snapped.
This shocked me and everyone else in the room.

I felt my face get hot. And my vision go blurry from tears. I wasn't trying to make it seem like I wanted CJ. Yeah I was hurting, but I would never go after him.

"Dess you need to chill out", Jayda said. "Nah let her say what she feel. Ian never thought she would come at me like that", I choked.

I wasn't over Key and her throwing me "losing" him in my face hurt. I just got up and walked out. Ignoring the calls of my name.

I felt weak as fuck.

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