anybody who adds this book to their reading list gets a song! if you add this book to your reading list, do not ask for a song, im making you one anyways, if you want, you can tell me what you want the song to be about or the title, or i could surprise you :3 (if you dont tell me what you want the song to be about, its gonna be depressing/angsty/sad cuz thats easiest for me XD)
i try to clear my mind
but it wanders far away
wheres it going this time?
i cant get it to stay
my heart is beating faster
my thoughts are going black
my sanity will shatter
and it never will come back...
im stuck inside the shadows!
i dont think that im alone!
my life, it slowly crumbles!
i feel so far away from home!
no life
no brain
just suffering and shame!
i wish my pain
would just go away!
i dont feel right
i dont feel safe!
i'm broken and im shattered!
my heart is full of holes!
my mind is full of shadows
consuming my black soul!
they say im alright
they say im ok
but they dont see me
crying in the rain!
they cant see my pain!
they dont see the storm
raging in my brain!
no colors
all gray
no love
all heartbreak
no deep love
so shallow
no light...
its all shadows
DONE! im realizing that it is difficult to write multiple songs without reusing lyrics XD but this is what i got :/
i dont know if you can even call this a good song because in my head the melody changed so much XD if you can find a decent melody to put in here, that would deserve an award. it sounds terrible as a song and a poem... so maybe it works better as a rap? idk, im too lazy to check XD
i hope you like it! (i dont know why you would)
