The Journal Of Angelica Schuyler

I'm Sorry

Okay so now John is mad at me because I was annoyed and shouting. I'm sorry I didn't mean to shout. I was annoyed because you kept pushing on something I clearly didn't want to talk about.

Since everyone keeps asking why I'm upset here.

I'm not upset. I'm confused.

My neice is having a kid with her girlfriend. My sister is in what I assume to be a relationship. My other sister is married with children.

Heck some of my brothers are probably dating.

And I don't get anything about the appeal.

I don't understand wanting all that with someone.

Yet everyone wants it.

Except me.

So there thats whats bugging me.