Its not easy ❤️

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Annie's POV : I woke up on the floor in hero's room . Everything came back to me . I stood up and took the bottle and glass from my wine with me . I went to the kitchen and saw Kenzie , Johnny and Hayden sitting at the table . Kenzie was putting out breakfast

Hayden : hey babe

Annie : hey ( quiet )

Hayden's POV : I pull her in for a hug . She slep in Hero's room on the floor last night . In her clothes . She looked drained .

Annie's POV : I hug him back , I felt so relaxed in his arms .

Hayden : we're gonna have some breakfast , you haven't eaten in 2 days

Annie : I'm just not hungry

Kenzie : will you have a drink anns ?

Annie : um a coffee please Kenzie thanks

Hayden : you need to eat something

Annie : if I eat I think I'll get sick and I don't wanna get sick

Hayden : Annie -

Annie : please stop

Johnny : hers your coffee

Annie : thanks y'all

Annie's POV : I take a sip and put it down , I stand up

Hayden : Where are you going

Annie : I'm going to get changed and have a shower

Annie's POV : I stand up take my coffee and go to the bathroom to take a shower . I get into the shower and let the warm water run down my body .

15 minutes later

Annie's POV : I get out of the shower and put Hayden's hoodie on me , Sweatpants and air force . I threw my hair in a bun . I took my phone and went down stairs . I got half way down the stairs and heard more voices then when I was down here 20 minutes ago . I continued to go down the stairs and was met by so many eyes

Hayden : hey

Annie : hi

Annie's POV :I went over and sat on his lap . There was a little table with pictures of Hero on it in frames with candles lit . I looked away from it

Hayden's POV :I put my hand on her cheek

Hayden : you don't have to go near it , it's just -

Annie : it's just so soon to see it

Hayden :I know princess , I know

Hayden's POV :I kiss her forehead

Annie's POV : i got off Hayden's lap and I went into the kitchen . Not talking to anyone . I opened the kitchen press to get coffee . I saw the sprinkles and all the topping that was especially for Hero's Ice creams that he would of ate every day of the week , if I would have let him . I sit on the floor . I cry silently to myself .

15 minutes later

Annie's POV : I get up from the floor and walk back out without my coffee . I sit back down with Hayden .

Hayden :We Can't thank you all enough for being here today

Annie's POV :I didn't say anything I stayed silent

Hayden : I know that ( tears ) Hero is here with us today he always will be

They all smile

Annie's POV : I take out my phone as soon as I open It i turn it off again fully , I couldn't look at what people had to say about the situation we were in .

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