heavenly divine - r. suna

19

i couldn't sleep, but the
boys were dead asleep.

i was staring at my ceiling with
music playing in the back.

knock at my door,

y/n
come in

i say

he comes and lays down
beside me on my bed as
we stare at my ceiling.
the night projector against
the ceiling

suna
why are you still up

y/n
i could say the same for you

suna
sorry for getting mad at
you

y/n
yeah it's ok, i guess
i just want to know
something

suna
what is it

y/n
was i ever like those
girls you've used because
you wanted to get over
another girl?

suna
never.

y/n
i'm getting pretty
tired of you running
back to me every time
you need someone to
talk to

suna
i've tried to get over
my feelings

y/n
why?

suna
because the girl
i want, i can't have.

y/n
i would tell you
what the girl does
in my movie but
that spoils it all

because how could i?
the girl in my movie runs
away with him.

suna
do you like anyone?

y/n
yeah, but i can't tell
if its because i don't
like being alone. or if
i feel something.

suna
oh

y/n
but something about
being around them is
the best feeling ever.

suna
i've been in love
with you since, the
day i found you at
the river. when you asked
me, "why does the world
feel like it's crashing down
on me." i knew i wanted to
have you protected in my
arms forever. i've loved
you since you played
ella in that silly little show
you were in when you were 14.
i've been in love with you,
but i can't have you.

y/n
i've been in love with
you since we were at
the river, and you kissed me.
yet you ignored me and
went for another girl.
so i just thought i was
another toy.

suna
date to the ball?

y/n
oh duh

suna
cuddles?

y/n
you don't have to
ask twice.

———
waking up to the sound of
people giggling. i open
my eyes to see tsumu,
araan, and akagi taking
pictures.

y/n
creepy much?

tsumu
i can give this to paparazzi
and become rich

akagi
so this mansion you
live in isn't good enough?

*silence*

akagi
exactly ain't no back
talk

suna
shut the fuck up

y/n
what time is it?

kita
5 in the morning
we have practice and
you have a 6 am call time

suna
why the fuck do we have practice
at 5 in the morning.

aran
why the fuck are you cuddling
miss y/n famous actor and setter?

suna
you got me there

samu
say, suna, why are you
in bed with my sister?

y/n
cuddling duh, you guys are
just mad it's not you that came
into my room when you
couldn't sleep

tsumu
it's ok i did that the night
before

y/n
motherfucker you ranted about
how the sangwoo jokes are getting
to you, but i see where you're coming from

kita
now now y/n you only have 35 minutes
to get ready.

everyone left the room, as i went to
change in my bathroom while.

i was changed into some sweats,
and a cropped short sleeve top.

i was going to change anyways
for the role, and they were
going to do my makeup.

brushing my, teeth washing
my face. just doing my morning
routine.

mom dropped me off at set.

long day ahead of me.