Just SKZ With A Female Ninth Member To Help Them Take Over The World (Kinda Thinking Of Doing A Better Version Idk Yet)
Edit:Definitely Thinking Of Making A Less Cringy Version Lmao
-Its been maybe 8-10 days since we came back and tomorrow tonight is the night of the Mnet Dancers' Awards. The dancer I'm dancing with is none other than Jimin-ssi of BTS. I've talked with him before, we have a "history" and weve had meetings since the collab thing so I'm not worried about that. As for the event itself I'm not as nervous as I usually am I'm more nervous anddd it's killing me. I've been to awards, I've won awards, I've danced for large crowds of people but I've been criticized about my clothes, body shamed for being "fat", my hair being too long? Just dumb things really and I don't let it get to me but it's annoying. Today would be one of those days where I face that and maybe even a battle between Cubbies and other fans.
-Cubbies are basically my own personal fans they gave themselves that name a while ago and I ran with it. They tend to have no filter when people say mean things and even throw me off a little because they're quick and can be very aggressive. They're normally peaceful and handle things well because I don't allow anything other than that but I can't control what happens if someone pisses them off
-Today I have a cover performance with a girl group. They debuted around the same time we did just a little after us. There are 6 of them, all very beautiful girls but months to a year older than me and we've been hanging out a lot so they call me their sub-maknae.
Me:K// I'll stand out wayyy too much tho
Lisa:K// you always stand out your a freaky maknae but it's a good thing
Me:K// I know but they have an image too I'm not supposed to be more sexy if it's THEIR performance
Lisa:K// Lani no matter who your with or where you are there will be eyes on you
Me:Except I'm showing ma tiddies this time right?
Lisa:*laughs* only a little K//they picked it for you though
Me:K// for some odd reason I mean I had on a shirt already but they made me change and I didn't plan on showing this much tho
Lisa:K//but it's dark it's kind of hard to see
Me:K//yea for us but fans see everything
Lisa:gotta love em
Me:I won't argue
-We were discussing about my clothes
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-I had on a black turtle neck at first but they saw a thought "ou Kehlani we love your outfit but let's try a a little bit more skin" like????. The good think about it is that the shirt is dark and my bra isn't AS revealing but I know me and I'm probably not going to wear that jacket all day so STAY and Cubbies, prepare yourself.
Lisa:where is everybody anyway
Me:they left me *frowns* but that's why I came here. I only come here to choreograph, write, play the piano or get away from them
