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[Y/N's point of view]

You heard Kino and Yeji go back into their rooms in the hallways, meaning that they don't have a better plan. They aren't going to put him in prison because they think he'd be able to get out and they aren't going to put him back in a mental hospital because they know that he can escape.

Their only real option is to leave him with you, which they are probably doubting right this moment. You're a terrible person for getting excited about seeing him again after he murdered Chaeryeong...

But still, there is that part of you that wants to take his side, and the part of you that wants to take the right side (Kino and Yeji's) in the end it all sums up to this; You take the side of the person you care about the most and leave it at that.

Oh, wait a minute- That's Beomgyu. Okay so maybe you won't be doing that.

What the hell is wrong with you Y/N?! Protect your friends from your Ex!

Ex... You've been hearing it for a while but you still haven't fully accepted it. But how is he your ex? Wouldn't he still technically be your boyfriend? Probably not. He ran away, he was clearly unhappy... Seriously?! A relationship is a two way thing! One person can't just end it without the other's agreement! If he says he wants to end it then you'll just tell him "No."

That should be easy.

And how is he still able to run?! He should be burnt out. He's skin and bones for heaven's sake!

[Beomgyu's point of view, 3 hours later]

Why is it so quiet? I know where they are, I'm tracking the devices there but no matter which one I look at I can't hear their voices! What room are they in? Are they separated? Are they at a different hotel than they said they were? They're trying to get away from you, I though you knew that, dumbass.

I do know that! I just can't accept it... Grow up, you tried to kill them. You're making me seem like a bad person. But you are a bad person...

...

...

No I'm not! You're just a cunt with a mind and no body.

And you're just an broken down bratty ass psychopath that nobody wants.

Bitch!

Jackass!

Fuck off!

No, you!

You started it!

No, you did!

Can't you say anything better than "No, you?" 

No, you.

Fuck you.

No, you.

No, YOU!

NO, YOU!!! 

I let out and sigh and hit myself in the harm, he can feel the pain too, which is why I did it. If he doesn't leave my mind he'll end up killing me... It doesn't make any sense! He'll kill me but I am him so if I am him then him killing me means that I'm killing him and he's killing me so we're killing ourselves together without his acknowledgement. That makes no sense.

I'm sick of this! I'm going to ignore the voice in my head from now on, he only brings me trouble. Its like I'm the right side of the brain and he is the left side. You have a brain? Funny, it got so damaged that I thought it was non-existent. The voice in my head told me that as an insult, which I will take personally.

...I wish it was Y/N in my head instead of him. But I'm not so far away from the hotel, the walk was painful but I'd say it'll be about 30 minutes until I get there. Then I can take a nap somewhere outside then I can find out where Y/N is located. First I should eliminate Kino and Chaeryeong though.

What do you think is going to happen when you find her? Do you seriously think she's going to wrap her arms around you, ask you how you've been and love you to death? If you think that you're thinking wrong. Y/N'll probably run away or knock you out. If I get knocked out by her then I'll thank her when I wake up. If you wake up.

A/N: I apologise for the short update and not updating frequently enough. I've had a tough schedule... Every single day is like wake up, get dressed, leave the house and come back really late, go to bed at like 1AM and then wake up again at 7AM. FML.

Also, I let my cat and dog after they went out last night and I was in the kitchen feeding the dog. I have one of those lights outside by the garage that turns on whenever it senses motion (Something moving/going past it) and I kid you not it was almost 2AM and it turned on by itself nonstop and I was so annoyed at first.

But it kept happening and then myself being the paranoid person that I am was debating on if I should check it or not lmao I'm suck a scaredy cat. But long story short I didn't check it because it could've been some creep. It was probably just some sort of animal that kept going past.

Anyway for the next few days I'm free (Thank god!) so I can update more. I'll probably make drafts too so that I can upload even when I'm busy.