complicated

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~Constance POV~ 

I woke up and remembered the night before then it hit me 'oh my god I had a pash session with Miles last night on my first night what is wrong with me, now everyone is going to think im a hoe, ugh I hate myself right now' I said to myself in my head.

I got up at 6:00 am and had a shower then I went to dry my hair with a hot air charm with my wand but realised that I can do it with my wandless magic, I went to my trunk and got out my book of wandless magic spells i found the hot air charm and practised it on my hair, to my surprise it worked, then i looked for a spell to straighten my hair I then I summoned my make up bag and robes with the spell 'accio'.

I woke up the others that weren't already up then went to breakfast with Millicent as we  were walking to the great hall she asked me something "Hey um what was the sorting hat going on about you having a big secret?" I didn't know how to answer that question because not only can i do wandless magic but i could also manipulate people into doing things by saying 'i heard you....' and they would do it but that isnt the bad thing about it, the terrible thing about it was that i had to work for Voldemort since he found out about my manipulation skills he used them to get people to join his side, nobody knows about that apart from me, Voldemort and my  parents and i wanted it to stay that way.

I didn't answer her question so i changed the subject by saying "oh look its the boys lets go talk to them" so we went to talk to them. we talked for a while until i saw Arian walk in with Dominique my heart dropped, like out of everyone in the school he goes for my twin sister.. pathetic 'ew no no no its not like i like him no i work alone always have and always will dont even think about having a crush they will get you no where' i said to myself.

Adrian came and sat next to me i dont really know why but then Dominique gave me a death stare that was unusual since we always get along.

Adrian seemed a bit tense sitting next to me so i asked him if he was ok "oh uh yeah im okay" i said clearly lying " Im going on a walk want to come with me?" I asked hoping he would say yes for some reason, "uh yeah sure" thank god i didnt want to seem like a loser walking by myself.

We were walking around the front courtyard and he decided to speak up " uh by any chance are you and Dom Purebloods?" i was a bit shocked when he asked that ' oh yeah we are, we are also apart of the scared 28" i said but i dont know why i never say that "oh really thats cool i am to although I dont think ive ever seen you two at the balls" he says "oh thats because mother and father dont think we are lady like enough yet but this year we can start going to the balls and meetings because we are a lot more mature then last year" I say quite proudly "oh great because hanging out with all the other boys is boring all they talk about is who they are going to get in the arranged marriages" he added quite bluntly "arranged marriages?" i ask "oh right you probably havent been told yet but all our parents' kids all have to be in arranged marriages with another person in the scared 28" he says as if thats all he has heard about." So who is your arranged wife then" i say " oh none of us have been set husbands or wives yet since they have a rule that all our parents kids have to be at the ball this year im guessing you and Dom are the last of the kids to be at the ball" he stated 

"Oh right so who do you want to get in the arranged marriages if you dont mind me asking?" i says nervously "erm i think maybe Millicent she's really cool and absolutely beautiful" when he said that my heart dropped when he said that "oh yeah she is pretty isnt she" i said clearly hurt.

~Adrian POV~

 "so who are the other girls" she asked trying break the silence "oh uh there is Pansy, Millicent, Daphne, Astoria Daphnes sister, Tracey Davis, Dom and you" i said flatly. " oh great ive never met Tracey but she seems nice" she said, god she is so nice, respectful and gorgeous "yeah they are a nice bunch of girls" i said but i dont really know why. "so if you dont mind me asking but who do you want to be your arranged husband?" i asked her "uh i think maybe Terence he is pretty cute and very nice yeah i think maybe Terence" she says... OH FOR FUCKS SAKE ADRIAN YOU FUKED IT ALL UP WHY WEREN'T YOU HONEST ABOUT IT AND SAID HER, NOT FUCKING MILLICENT GOD NO WONDER SHE LIKES TERENCE HE IS HONEST TO HER UH GOD FUCK MY LIFE. i yell at myself in my head.

~Constance POV~ 

"uh so if you wanted to end up with Millicent i think you should tell her then since she might want to end up with you too" i said so hurt "uh yeah your right i should probably tell her right" he said very distracted about something "oh would you look at the time we are going to be late for potions" he said as he grabbed my hand and started pulling me to the potions classroom.