Jania pov
I open the door to see my dad, Amy , and my moth-no her name is Jackie cause she is not my mother
Ray you gone let the bitch call me a slut ? Jackie questioned walking in my house .
Miyah was no where to be found in gang was looking lost.
Why the fuck y'all at my house ? I said trying not to get loud
Jania we need you to keep amy be- Fuck no . I said cutting him off
Ray I told you the so called daughter of mine don't care about nobody but herself. Jackie rolled her eyes
First bitch I'm not you daughter. You just the person who gave me life . So shut the fuck up unless I tell you to speak . I snapped
Ouu bestie feisty. Kd said laughing
"Ray See she got a temper like you , she Can't control so she hide it . I bet nobody in this room saw the side of her I had to deal with ."
This lady was the only person who could get under my skin , it's so hard to hide that I still hurt from my pass bring around her .
Sister . Amy smiled
Hey A . I gave a smile back
Jania we got people after us we need you to get Amy. My dad said seriously
I chuckled.
I hope you die. I said pointing at Jackie
Jania don't do it . Miyah said coming downstairs
I could feel all eyes on me .
Amy go upstairs on the right and get me my blue bag from the top of the closet.
She walked upstairs and I mugged both my parents as miyah walked beside me .
15 years old , august 28,2015 . You remember that day . I said trying hold back my tears
The day you killed the mailman. My mom mumbled
The mailman? Joe laughed
Oh nene you been that . Kd said jumping around
Why did I do it ? I asked as a tear fell down .
It doesn't matter it was your fault you did everything yourself.
Time she said that I slapped the fuck out of her .
She know she let that man touch me . Just watch him touch all over me .
Jania I know you hurt but you gotta let the pass go . My dad looked me in my eyes
Y'all ruined my life , my own mother hated me .
I had nobody but Amiyah ! She let him touch on me how can I let it go! I said with tears flowing down my face .
I felt disgusted in myself everytime I look in the mirror I felt like I could throw up looking at myself .
I told you everything, and you didn't do nothing at all .
Time you got out of jail and went back with her I should've stop trusting boys then .
Y'all broke me .
I remember the first time I ran away . I chuckled
Y'all didn't give a fuck , I also remember being at the bridge a couple of times .
Wondering would my life get any better thats also how I met James .
Jit really broke me .
So if you ask me I'm heartless, I can't be loved by nobody .
Jackie I hope whatever come your way hit you hard cause the next time i see you , imma make you suffer 5 years of my pain in see if you could handle it .
Ray Just know I don't claim you as my dad either. My gma always said you was a deadbeat so you and dusty ratchet bitch get out my house.
And one more thing I'll keep my sister , just don't ever come back tryna play mama in daddy role later in her life . I said as they walked out .
I closed the door in just walked upstairs where Amy was .
I can't believe that just happened, in front of everybody.
I cried which is unbelievable.
"Sissy?"
Yes ?
Can we watch baby doo doo ? She asked
I giggled Turing on baby shark .
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Kentrell pov
Kentrell don't go up there , leave her alone for a minute. Miyah said sitting down .
Mane I'm going up th- Wait is that her singing ?
Miyah jumped up looking surprised .
Ouu my best can sing . Kd said viding to the song
Aye she wrote that song ?
Yes , I haven't heard her sing since she was in a relationship with James .miyah said smiling
"Show me somethin' real
Somethin' that's worth my time
I know sometimes I drive you crazy, baby
Are you down for the ride?
Promise me whenever I need you, you won't hesitate to slide" her voice fulled the room
"Someone who gon' ride for me
Boy, just match my loyalty
Swear you won't give up on me"
"Don't give up on me, show you fuck with me
If you stay down, then you know what's up with me
Keep it real with me, baby, build with me
You a hood nigga, love the way you deal with me
Make your words match your actions
Boy, don't say it if it can't happen"
Oops I guess that part was for you kentrell . Joe said patting my back .
Damn I didn't know shawty was like that.
I done saw her in 3 new ways today and learned 3 new things.
1.I gotta saw her I love her .2. She got a Beautiful voice 3. That she been broken deeper then me .
I already started my loyalty though, only girls number in my phone is my mama, teelee, my baby mama, miyah , and Jania's.
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Goodnight
But y'all could've gave me 11 likes and 8 comments on that last chapter.🤚🏾
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