Remember me? |Levi's daughter|

Chapter 25

Y/n POV

I was sleeping when the bright sunlight beams on my face, I had a tremendous headache and it took me a while to remember what had happened porco...peick...riener...Gabi...falco...Colt...zophia....Udo...Theo...what am I going to do I think, I get up slowly and stumble out of what seems to be a tent, I go outside to see the ocean, what the hell? I think, I look and see people, I walk over to them before I get there I hear someone call my name
"Y/n" someone whisper-shouts I turn to see Theo, I walk over to him
"What?" I mutter
"What do we do, which side do we pick, paradise or Marley?" He asks looking down, I don't know how to awnser either
"I'm not sure, everything has moved so fast, I mean yesterday we were playing around and having fun, but now...." I say before looking away
"Let's just meet up with everyone, we haven't seen them in so long" I try and shake off the awkward conversation

Theo and I start making our way to we're everyone is, Armin was the first to notice us, he turns around and smiles at us before running towards us and opening his arms, I awkwardly open up my arms, so does Theo
"Y/n, Theo!" Armin yells giving us a hug I never realised how much I missed him I think, I give him a tight hug
"I missed you Armin..." I say
"Me too" he replies
He soon lets go and before I can comprehend, Sasha and Connie jump on us and hug us
"Y/N, THEO WE MISSED YOU!" They yell together
"Same here" Theo says
"Mhmm" i hum
"It's been so long since we saw you!" Sasha exclaims getting up, everyone now makes there way over
"Yeah...what's happened anyways?" I ask
"Well...." she was about to say before Hange comes over
"Y/NNNNN!" Hange excitedly says
"What have you two been doing for all these years?!" They exclaim
"At war well at least I've been" i blandly say, I look back at my memories, laughing at porco, teasing riener, helping out peick, studying with Zeke, I slightly smile at this
"Wow how was in Marley?" They ask
"To be honest it was nice, other than the war it was nice" I smile making Hange sad
"Why do you look down?" They ask
"I'm happy that at least I got to be some what normal for a little while" I sadly smile
"Do you want to see Eren?" They ask
"Sure" I say do I still love him? I think

Hange leads me down to a dungeon
"Why is he down here?" I ask
"Well we do it for precaution" they say
"Oh....alright" I say, I walk down and see Eren against the wall
"Hey Eren" i say
"Hey y/n" he says looking at me, I walk over to the door and grab the keys off Hange before unlocking it and walking in
"Y/n what are you doing?" Hange asks
"I want to talk to Eren, but I don't want to see him threw bars" I reply bluntly
"Hmm alright I'll be back in 10 minutes" they say before walking out

I look at him but he looks away he doesn't want to see me..ok I think
"Eren if you don't want me to be here I'll leave" I mutter
"No it's just weird seeing you again" he replies
"Yeah it's felt like I was living another life...well in some ways I was" I say
"Yeah...how was your life there, you looked happy very different from how you are here" he says looking away
"Well yes I was happy mainly because nothing happened to me, so I guess that's what I would've been like if I lived a averagely normal life" I say scratching my neck
"Did anything happen?" He asks
"If your implying a relationship, no I didn't have one in Marley all though many people tried, but they were all dickheads" I groan, I see a slight smile on his face
"...how was life here?" I ask
"Alright nothing much happened" he mutters
"Oh..." I mumble this is awkward it's just like we're strangers I think

I feel so annoyed at myself, I missed out on 4 years with him, my dad, all my comrades, but if I did then I would've never found Peick....she's like a sister to me, porco....why can't this all just be over
"Y/n are you alright?" Eren asks
"Yeah I'm good" I try to shrug it off, my stomach start to grumble and I stand up
"I'm going to go get food" I say before walking out

I walk out of the dungeons and I walk past everyone I don't want to eat I think, I walk over to her ocean and sit down on a rock I pull my knees into my chest and just stare out at it
"I don't fit in here....everyone has changed so much...." I mutter
"I just want peick..." I mumble into my chest, I listen to the waves hitting against the sand it's peaceful, at least I'm not at war I think, I hear footsteps come up behind me, and the person sits down next to me