Years of abuse
Months of fear
Days of pain
I got nothing to lose
The sparkle in my eyes
Long gone
The dreams I had
Were all wrong
I soon learned to block it out
The hurt, the pain
To hide my weak spot
But he found it anyway
Now I'm so tired
Tired of lying
I'm so lost
Lost in crying
I don't believe in faith
Otherwise I wouldn't be trying
Trying to make it stop
To make it stop by dying
