I sat on the plan by myself with just the workers heading back to LA ever since I had my little what ever it was I've thinking the meaning behind and thanks to my smart ass I've realized what the meaning was
I have to get over my fears and moved on to the future I've been so stuck in the past and everything that happened I've been forgetting all of the amazing things that are right in front of me so I decided to go back to LA for one forgive all of the foster parents who wronged me and to either kill or fix things with Rodrick which ever one he wants
I was kinda regretting leaving everybody back in London what if something happened and I never see them again , what if I never saw Travis and stormi again and I didn't even say good bye to them I just left I should've told stormi I loved her but all I did was kiss her forehead
Shit what has my stupid ass gotten into I'm fucked
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I drove thru Rodrick's mothers house in the rented lambo I could remember this place like I've been here 100 times, I finally found the house and parked a couple houses down from there
I got out the car and ran to the house, when I reached the door I knocked it about 3 times until mrs. Moore opened the door and her eyes opened in fear
Mrs Moore: Bella what are you doing you here
Bella: I came here to see you
Mrs Moore: look I know I don't like you right now but you need to leave if Rodrick catches you you never going to see stormi again, also why the hell you took my grand kids
Bella: I don't give a fuck about Rodrick and second that nigga was abusing them kids and bringing drugs around them
Rodrick: mom who's that
I quickly ran to the side of the house as Rodrick made it down stairs my heart was jumping I wasn't ready to fight yet I didn't even complete everything I needed to do
Mrs.Moore: just another ding dong ditch Rodrick
Rodrick: but I heard talking
Moore: I was just talking to myself again
Rodrick: you sure mom your acting sus
Moore: yea Rodrick calm down
I heard what sounded like Rodrick slapping something and then his mom screamed my heart started beating even harder and faster
Rodrick: I swear to god mom if your lying to me
I he said then took the gun of safety but before he could she I got out of my hiding spot and stood right in front of the door, rodrick put the gun down and smiled when he saw me cause he thought I was surrendering to him
But I wasn't I was playing around with his feelings just i little to get in his head I little
Rodrick: well well look who came running back what happened
Me: I miss you baby
Rodrick: I knew you would come give daddy a hug
I ran into Rodricks hand and gives him a kiss on the lips I felt disgusted kissing him but I gotta do what I gotta do what you know , We continued hugging for a while until my phone started ringing I already knew who it was and my heart dropped now I have to make up a lie
Bella: I hold up I have an important call to make
Rodrick: with who
Bella: my manger I gotta go also meet me at pop smokes party tonight 8n the back
Rodrick: ok
I ran bac' to the car before it could go off and answered the call that was coming from Travis. When I answered the phone all I could hear was Travis fucking screaming at me like he always does
Bella: look I'm in LA if you don't see me again tell stormi and the rest of the kids I love them also tell the rest of the adults I said bye ok I love
I h7ng up the phone before he could reply and turned it of completely and then drove off to finish the rest of the plan before I go to the party here we go
