"Hey hey!" (Hinanami fanfiction)

"This dream."

(THIS CHAPTER HAS MINOR-MAJOR SPOILERS FOR SDR2 AND THE DESPAIR/FUTURE ARC OF THE ANIME, THIS CHAPTER ISNT NECESSARY BUT WILL BE USED LATER IN THE STORYYYYYYYY, Also I blame the undertale soundtracks I'm listening to while writing this.)

(Hajimes point of view) 

I walked into my house feeling somewhat happy?

I haven't felt that in a while to be honest.

I felt warm and fuzzy after talking to her. 

Obviously, we've been only talking for a couple of days...

But she made me feel better overall.

I put my bag on the hook where I usually set it and put in a frozen dinner I bought from the supermarket. 

I sat down on one of my few lonely chairs I had for my non-existent friends and watched the plate move in circles inside the microwave.

This was my boring life. 

An average student with average grades and an average love life. 

After I ate my dinner I headed to my bedroom and scrolled through social media for a bit and drifted off to sleep.

(Another warning for spoilers! )

I don't know what it was but I felt a sharp pain in my head...

I "woke up"

I was in some kind of surgery and before I knew it I was in an isolated room with no ability to control my own body.

Is this even me?

Whoever was controlling me..They looked in a mirror. 

This was in fact..Me.

But a scarier version. 

I could tell because we both had the same facial features. 

....

This-

This was me

No...

NO.

This isn't me 

It isn't

This...

Isn't me. 

Before I could even process this I blurred off again this time opening my eyes to someone screaming...

They looked down

And I saw it. 

Nanami

she reached her hand out to me and I couldn't do anything about it

It looked like she was saying something... 

But then she fell.

She was dead. 

Dead. 

She died. 

No.

This is all a dream

Isn't it?

I blurred off again and finally, that nightmare was over. 

I let out a scream out of pure terror and confusion.

Before I knew it I was crying. 

Over someone, I just met.

I'm pathetic.  

I wiped the tears off of my pathetic talentless face.

I finally managed to get myself out of bed.

It felt like carrying a heavy weight. 

I continued to get ready for the day.

I walked outside towards the fountain where I and Nanami have been meeting for the past couple of days and...

She wasn't there. 

(I think i may have listened to too much undertale ost while making this chapter sorry lol