I got my door back
I cleaned my room
I cleaned my bathroom
I have good grades
I've don what my mother has asked of me
I think she's proud (more like content)
If I've done all of this then why do I feel so empty?
So unaccomplished
Failure
Lonely
I'm doing everything right but yet I feel like this
I feel like I'm spiraling.
I've been spiraling for awhile it's just becoming noticeable
I want to tell someone but I tell no one
I'm at war with myself
It's a losing battle
I see Tami(therapist) tomorrow
She makes everything worse
She amplifies every negative emotion
All my emotions intensify so that she can have something to fix
My mind will never let her fix it though
So I'm just stuck with all these emotions
Worthlessness
Loneliness
Suicide
They all just swirl together and create a shitstorm in my mind
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
My Thoughts
PoetryThis is an extension of my diary. You might get a full blown entry one day and a poem the next. If you don't want to read about the occasional suicide thoughts and depression don't read it and if you do then read it.
