Simula

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I'm alone and watching how slowly the ocean waves left the shore. Yes, they keep leaving every time but they always come back.  

Sounds like home.

Ngumiti ako ng mapait dahil sa bigat ng aking dibdib at nilibot ang tingin sa paligid na nababalot ng kadiliman. Kita na ang repleksyon ng bilog na buwan sa malawak na karagatan na dapat mag bigay liwanag  ngunit nilalamon ng kadiliman ang kapaligiran.

I want to be like ocean waves too. I want to go back to my home that I left 6 years ago.

I wish it's just as easy as how the ocean waves leave and come back.

"Mistress, you should really get some rest now! Did you forget that you have a flight later at 3 am?" Hindi ko pinansin ang nag- Lalala na may halong inis na boses ni Nanae.

Naramdaman ko ang isang mainit na tela na nilagay niya sa aking balikat. 

I don't really know if I'm ready to come back to the Philippines now. I just left with no choice.

I sighed. "Did you already get everyone and everything ready?" Tanong ko sa isang malamig na tono.

"Aba yes naman, Mistress! Tumatawag nga pala kanina si Madame Xaren-" 

I immediately cut her off. I don't want to hear what she will say.

"Don't tell anyone, including my fam-" Napahinto ako sa pagsasalita dahil sa pumasok sa aking isipan. 

They're not really my family. 

"Wag mong sabihin kahit kanino na uuwi na ako sa Pilipinas. Gusto kong makapunta at makaalis doon ng walang nakakaalam na kakilala."

I just want to be back and presently leave at peace.

Tinignan ko si Nanae na ngayon ay nakakunot ang noo habang nakatingin sa iPad na hawak. 

"Naintindihan mo ba ko, Nadana Nelia?" Aniya ko sa isang matigas na tono.

Tila nagulat sya sa boses ko at nabaling kaagad sa akin ang atensyon. "Ha- Ah opo, yes po..." I nodded and turned my back at her.

If the investors didn't demand to finally see the owner of the most preeminent and successful fashion, influencers and model company of all time that they never really see even before hindi naman mangyayari ang pag uwi ko na ito. 

I don't really get why I built the main company of YVC in the Philippines! I guess, I'm not in the right mind at that time while making a decision.

It was already dark when we reached the airport from the Philippines.

City lights and stars are now glowing, giving life to the night.

I unclothed the black long trench coat that I'm wearing before going out to my private plane. 

The hot air instantly enveloped my body. 

That was the time when a realization slaps me.

I'm really back.

As I removed my sunglasses I can feel that my long ash pearl hair is blowing by the hot wind.

I fixed the black turtleneck dress that I'm wearing matching with my black high boots.

Ngayon ay pinagsisisihan ko na kung bakit ganito ang sinuot ko.

Pinauna ko na sa kanila ipadala ang mga bagahe ko. Para naman may silbi sila hindi lamang ang bantayan ako.

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