I layed down my bed and stared at the ceiling. " Gwaine..." I immediatly sat up when his manly voice echoed to the corners of my room. Tears started to form at the edge of my eyes as I looked around, the smile on my face slowly disappeared when I didn't see any traces of him.
I sighed as the tears that were forming earlier fell, kani-kanina lang it was tears of joy ngayon na tuloyan na talaga.
I just hugged my comforter, as my sobs filled the room, my heart is screaming in pain as my brain slowly lost interest in everything.
I'm a pyschologist myself but I can't cope with my own fears and trauma's.
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