Chapter 10

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Right now I was during an interview before my soundcheck.

"So what's happening between you and Camilla from Fifth Harmony?" I was asked.

"Well firstly her name is CamEEla, sorry I honestly hate when people say CamiLLA. But umm were friends, really close friends" I explained

"Oh come on, she was caught wearing your necklace when she was on stage. And everyone knows you never take it off what's the deal with that?"

"Well honestly I gave it too her, because I wanted her to have it. I'm not gonna get into further detail"

"I understand so do you ever feel like you're living in your brothers shadow?"

"Honestly I never told people my last name until I was about 16 which was around the time people found out about me being his sister. I honestly will admit I basically do live in his shadow, and I chose to because it'll just make people use me to get to him. So I preferred being unnoticed with people who will stay than have a bunch of people pretending to like me but then leave for my brother"

"So have you written any new songs we'll hear on this tour?"

"Yes actually. I recently wrote a song called American Beauty/American Psycho. It's basically just about a girl who's so beautiful and me an American psycho" I laughed. "I mean I don't know how to explain it exactly, but it's got a punk pop sound to it which is my fans favorite music to hear me sing so I hope they'll enjoy it"

"Now who inspires you musically"

"Well a lot of people. All Time Low has a pretty big impact on me, and how they are on stage is pretty fucking hilarious" I laughed. "Not just them but there's also Ed Sheeran, Demi Lovato, and Sleeping with Sirens. I'm mostly inspired by people who have a positive message in there music"

"What about your brothers music?"

"Umm next question please"

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"Cam were gonna be late for the show" I pointed out. Camila and I had stuck out after sound check to get something to eat then went to the movies. Now we were speeding to the venue since we were late. Camila was behind the wheel daring almost recklessly, but still safe in a way. "Cam slow down"

"No were already a half hour late Shawn is almost finishing is set then it's us then you" she practically yelled.

"Cam please slow down" I said as my breathing became heavier. When someone is driving too quick gives me scared feeling since I was 10 when I got into a car accident with my cousin. I was practically on the edge fighting for my life after we crashed. "Can please slow down!" I begged. "CAMILA WATCH OUT!" I shouted when Camila ran a red like and a car came from the front of us causing is to move forward then back. I felt blood falling from under my chin but I was too scared to scared to look at it. I sat there in shock not moving not really being able to breathe.

Shortly after we were taken to the hospital by parametric. Getting there I was given 20 stitches under my chin and had a concusion as for Camila who was cut up but not as badly as I was. We laid in our separate hospital beds. I was still in shock from the accident. The doctors informed everyone where we were and the girls and our managers rushed to the emergency room right when they were able too. Austin being the b!itch a$$ he is didn't.

"Holy shit are you guys okay?!" Lauren asked rushing into the room.

"I mean you can say that" I told her.

"What happened?" Ally asked

"I-I was speeding, Y/N told me to slow down but I didn't, I-I ended up hitting the breaks too soon and crashed into the car in front of us. Now she has a fucking concussion and 20 stitches and it's all my fault" Camila explained before letting tears rolled down her cheek.

"Cam" I started standing up from the bed carefully. "I'm ffff woah" I said almost falling over. "Fine okay" I said walking over to her bed.

"Stop saying you are you're not, I gave you a concussion and 20 stitches. If it weren't for me saying to go out before the show we wouldn't be here"

"Hey hey look at me" I said placing my hand on her cheek that was a bit cut up but not as bad as the other. "I'm okay, you're okay, no one died. Were both alive okay" I told her before whipping her tears away. "Smile for me" she shook her head while looking down at her fingers. "Please Cam?" I asked. "I wanna see you smile" I sang softly that made her look up and smile. "There it is" I said and placed a kiss on her forehead being careful not to touch the cut she had gotten on her eyebrow, she had gotten three stitches on it.

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After a few more hours we stayed in the hospital for the doctors were able to make sure we were alright. They gave us a prescription of painkillers and I was told to go to a hospital in a week to get the stitches removed, and that there was a chance it would leave a scar.

We were back on the bus heading to our next destination, but Camila was basically ignoring me because she felt bad about what happened. When she would actually smile or look at me was because I'd do or say something stupid. Right now I was walking to my bunk about to go to sleep when I heard soft whimpering coming from Camila's bunk. I instantly opened her curtain seeing her back was facing me. I climbed in and pulled her into me while her back was against my front.

"You're okay cam. Please don't cry"

"It's my fault"

"No it's not Camila don't say that okay, please don't say that" to told her then she turned do now she was facing me.

"It's my faul-" I cut her off my connecting our lips together, then pulling away after a few seconds

"Don't you fucking say that, I don't wanna hear it okay?"

"Okay" I whipped her tears with the pad of my thumb, getting lost in her brown orbs. I'm falling so hard for this girl, I just hope she catches me.

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