On Second Thought- (a MCYT self insert fanfic) (DISCONTINUED)

9: Fine

(Better with the song on loop- don't start it yet)

"And I promise that one day ill feel fine

And I promise that one day ill feel alright

And ill make a cup-o-coffee with the right amount of sugar how you like it

And ill make a cup-o-coffee with the right amount of sugar how you like it

how you like it"

- Beabadoobee, Coffee

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C/N: CITY NAME

E/C: Eye color

(Start the song, Read a bit slow- )

TW: DE*TH, BIT OF ANGST

(Im not good with angst but here you go)

NOT POOF READ

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Y/n was tired to do anything.

He felt okay... right?

The clock read 9:00 pm, it was too early for anyone to be up in his neighbourhood. He grabbed a guitar and plucked a few strings. He was bored. He had nothing to do. He sat on his bed, plucking a few strings and singing 

He softly hummed a melody remembering their parents. It had been a stormy night and thunder was outside. Their parents had sung them a tune to calm him down. The rain was coming down like a storm. They kinda felt cozy. It was a while since a storm like that had been to his C/N

He missed Niki. She had gone to visit Wilbur and the child. Its been a while since they had done anything relaxing.

He decided to go downstairs and grab some coffee. He grabbed two cups and mixed the ingredients for both cups. One for him, one for Niki. He made it with the right amount of sugar she loved.

He knew Niki wasn't here, she was out. He knew Niki wouldn't come home soon, but for their loving sister, he made one for her. It was better to imagine someone you love dearly (PLATONIC YOU WEIRDOS) with you than pretending your okay and being alone.

He softly hummed a melody while sipping the beverage. The sun was bright outside, occasionally a few stars peeking out.

His house wasn't that bad, it was like a brown cozy cottage. There was a white carpet that could be rinsed, a few plants hanging from the kitchen window, cookies on the top shelf and an old videotape of them and Niki 

When he put the video on the tv, it showed them, Niki, and their parents taking a walk together.

A dog started barking and Niki jumped up. They all started laughing. A smile formed as he remembered all the times with his parents

Soon later, it had already started raining and Y/N went out to grab a blanket. 

Once returning, he had snuggled up and watched his childhood. Tears started forming in their eyes as they remembered their parents. The storm when his parents taught them the melody, the memory started replaying as they remember their mom's green eye and their dad's E/C eye.

Memories started flooding back

The time they learned to swim, the time they first rode his bike, the time they ate broccoli. They thought it was fortunate some kids grew up with their parents. They never experienced it.

 The tv replayed a scene where they and Niki were laughing with their parents. He missed the old times. He missed his parents

Maybe they shouldn't cry because it's over. They should've smiled because it happened. That's what their parent always told them.

The rain was pouring down, but Y/N didn't care. He was already fast asleep...

Maybe his parents weren't there with him.

But they would always be there in his heart

Where they still loved him dearly

 With the right amount of sugar, how you like it 

How you like it...

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