Chapter 5-you control my strings now

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"Louis!"I yelled once I saw him sobbing on the couch

I walked well, More like ran over

I bended on my knees in front of him rubbing his back,I stared at him in concern.

What had hurt him so much and honestly I couldn't care for the fact that my eyes were red and puffy and now louis would see me and probably,Predict the fact that I cried over what he had said.

"Loubear..."I whispered softly not expecting Louis's head to snap up instantly he locked his eyes with mine.

His blue eyes still looked Beautiful although it was red and puffy.

the infinite different shades of blue and the light green speckles around the inside with dark green rings around the corners is what captured me.the outside was red and he looked distressed

The look on his eyes was what captured me it was changing second by second I Never knew someone could change moods like that.

Form sympathy, sadness,regret and many more till louis ended with a last one;

Anger

He harshly shook my hand of his back making me flinch and saying the look he gave me didn't stab me and break me into shards would be a big lie

"Louis what's the ma-"I started ignoring the looks and the disgust slapped on his face and the obvious anger.

"DONT FUCKING LOUIS ME YOU FAG!"he screamed standing up out of no where causing me to fall on my butt from my bended stance startled and slightly fearful for some reason.

His eyes pierced mine and I saw his main vein on his neck pop out prominently.

The physical state right now wasn't what scared me or pained me.

It was his words

Did he know Was I gay? I would be ruined.

Why was he so mad at me right now?

What did I do? Hopefully it's not what I think it is.

I-I.."I stuttered but too wrapped around the words and the fear of being caught

"DONT TOUCH ME OKAY YOU QUEER" he screamed straining his voice, eyes redder "LOOK, YOU HAVE BENE CRYING OVER WHAT? TELL ME THEN?" He enraged and grabbed from me from the collar picking me up effortlessly and to say I was shocked as fuck was an understatement.

My eyes travel down to his hand that gripped onto my white collar so tightly like it was hanging on dear life and that scared me.a lot.

"L-louis...what a-are you doing g-get off"I tried to exclaim sternly but failed because of my shaking voice.

"Look at the famous harry styles shaking in fear AWWW boohoo......who knew you would turn out to be the fag,huh?" He sneered smirking in a sickly way before pulling myself into him his lips just right near my ear.

I couldn't help but feel another idiotic shiver when his hot breath swirled on my slightly cold neck and this went unfortunately noticed by louis.

His eyes widened massively before they went back to the normal size but changed again once I felt anger literally radiate off him

"Ewww.....your actually a fag"he spat scrunching his nose up before he pulled away from me and snatched his hands away from my collar like a carried a dangerous disease

I felt my eyes water and I Cursed myself for it but As normal his words hit me harder then anyone else could have done,his words hurt more then anything.

Think about the one person you love calling you names so many hurtful words and I wouldn't care if it came out of anyone's lips but louis

My watery eyes stared directly at him and I was confused and surprised at the knew found confidence that was a little fragment but soon that was destroyed easily.

Louis's face was in a scowl before he smirked and I blinked.

What I had feared became true.

I felt his knuckles that were covered with soft tab skin push into my face and as small as his hand was it felt like being hit by a hard rock hardly

I stumbled backwards before I fell on my head and the wooden floors vibrated slightly telling me how bad the fall was.

And for a moment my mind sank and then came back my eyes opened viewing louis now watery eyes that filled up until the tears escaped his pretty blue eyes.

His face was red and I couldn't help but feel tears myslef not because of the physical pain but the metal pain because I can officially say that louis Tomlinson has caused the first crack to my once recovered soul and if he keeps going on I don't think I'll be able to recover because I know no one would be strong enough to pick the pieces up not even the destructor.

I only winced as he landed very strong blows all over me.

But at this very time I had only one thing On my mind that hurt me more then the fists that constantly banged into my frail body and this probably sounds crazy.

"Don't cry Loubear" I whispered softly before I fell into a cold unfamiliar darkness.

Just for him

I think am gone by now,he's now the one controlling my strings.

The strings that I use to control but I was made by someone,made for someone who would also control my strings who knew it would be him.

And that isn't good.

Not at all.

A/N

When I say string I mean like so someone that can control him and that is extremely dangerous.

It's like being brainwashed but in a different way

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