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so you think off any baby names? i asked while rubbing her stomach and she shifted but didn't say anything and i looked at her
yes but it's multiple ways to say it. she said and i nodded
okay so, i want her to have apart or your name with my name and when i was peeing earlier i thought of "Ka'Irah" "Ken'Irah" "Ken'Aryah" "Na'Kairah" idk babe, i just want her to have a very unique and pretty name and i really like the last one Na'Kairah Ka'Rairah Galuden it's cute. do you like it? she asked looking up at me and i smiled
yes, it's very different. how would you spell it? i asked getting up to grab some paper and she sat up
Na'Kairah. she said spelling it out and i wrote it and she started on the middle name
Ka'Rairah. she said spelling it and i smiled
fenna have that put over her bed, Na'Kairah K. i said and she smiled
you fr like it? she asked and i nodded
yes baby dead ass, it's cute. i said and she grabbed my head and i laid back down and she kissed my cheek
you been eating? i asked and she didn't say anything and i looked up to her hitting her lip and i sighed
baby you have to eat. i said and she nodded
i just don't be hungry and when i do be hungry, i get heart burn and i throw up, she mumbled
i'll set up an appointment but you gotta eat so my daughta can be healthy. i said and she nodded and looked like she was fenna cry
don't cry, no don't do it. i said and she started laughing
babeee, some of the words you say makes me laugh. she said and i laughed at her goofiness
babe. she said playing in my hair
why do you have top? and why do i feel like i understand him when i know barely anything abt him. she said
Top is my alter ego, he comes out when i perform and make music or when im done and needa regroup, um he protects me from getting hurt seeing as i done been hurt all my life, i would say he came when i was like 6, i use to be bully bc of my dents and i use to hate my self bc i always got called ugly bc of them and den i was diagnosed with ptsd and board line bipolar disorder. i knew he was there when i 5 and i just started becoming use to him when i was 6 and as older i got the more angry i grew and no one knew way until i was diagnosed with personality disorder and den i got into the music shit and i blew up and i got some much hate and top got all of it, so instead of me feeling it bc i'm not the one performing or making the music, he got all the hate and it just made him aggressive and angry over the years and it just got to the point where i just was fed up and it was just like my life bad as it is yk? when will anyone be proud of me? and den you came around bc of your brother being my manger and all his pain and anger when they the window, all my pain and anger just left, and i started falling in love with you and by the time you hit like 16 i was madly in love like really to kill a nigga for looking at you type shit but you was so innocent and beautiful and pure so i fell back and got mixed up with hella bullshit and top hated me for it bc he wanted you and now that he got you hes not letting go, i am top; say hello. i said and she looked at me in shock
