𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 - eren yeager

0.21

- five months later -

"why should i listen to him? you've been trying to get at me for days now when it comes to eren. i have no intention of working with him and we're too busy to keep up with him." the two still weren't back together. he tried so many times, but it wouldn't even work, shed just ignore him and do whatever she had to do to stay alive

she sat down on the steps leading to the mess hall and put her elbows on her knees, leaning forward slightly to get a better view of the people inside and her squad she was watching closely with chuuya talking to her in the doorframe with a hand tucked in his pocket and a cigarette in his mouth

"cmon at least try." chuuya sat behind her and placed a small kiss behind her ear with a smile on his face and she sighed once again turning to face him

"what the fuck am i supposed to do nakahara? i wont say it to his face but i still care for him, even if its putting my own life in danger."

she sighed again, realizing how aggressive her tone was as she spoke with chuuya then put her head on his shoulder

"chuuya, i dont want to be with eren again. i justmiss him. i miss taking with him. and i miss laughing with him. just... i miss the feeling" and chuuya sighed heavily

-

"eren. lets talk this out.." and he sat across from her, without even looking her in the eye but she eventually saw him turn to look at her and a smile formed on his face

"if anything could happen.. promise youll be okay. please, promise me darling"

she was slightly taken aback at his words, since the former couple hadnt talked in ages. not in five full months.

"i.. what the hell ere-"

"please. its all i ask. i want you to live. thing is.. im gonna die soon. im not gonna see you anymore. im truthfully in love with you. i only want you. so, promise me youll be okay." and he combined the twos hands together and a tear came out his eye

"everything is alright. i promise, ill be alright baby." and she saw him smile once again, feeling a sense of relief pass him

"we'll meet again, darling."

"eren.. no stop. " ultimately his eyes were back on her instead of looking at the ground or at the door he look straight into her eyes

"we are gonna be lovers until the end. im not gonna give up on you, never ever. i promised, that i won't let go." and he walked closer, closing the gap in between the two and lifted her chin with a mere finger

"my beautiful little devil, i wont go anywhere. if i die, i will make sure you are the last person i ever see. i want to mary you, my love. but our time is short"

"im in love with you, eren. and the time is short, but I'll cherish it. just.. one last kiss."

"i believe touch is important, so shall we do this more formally?" and once he saw her approval, he grabbed her and threw her on him, turning her face to the wall, allowing her butt and back to be arched against him

"love.. im not going anywhere. youre mine, in yours okay?"

-

"hey! snap out of it." quickly turning her head to see levi and hange standing there waiting for her to focus on the meeting, being promoted over and over again while the love of her life was fighting for his life in marley was tiring.

"yes. im sorry, commander." and hange looked at her, eyes squinted before getting back to what he was saying

"we will be depolying to marley. and fighting alongside eren jeager. this mission will be led by armin, [y/n], levi, mikasa and me. our leads will be jean and [y/n], me and armin, levi and mikasa, and the rest will be announced later." looking down at her lap with her eyes wide while shaking her head no she finally looked uo at hange

"are any of us staying back..?"

"thats a stupid question? no. everyone is going. this is for eren, not us. arent you his former captain? you should be glad to fight alongside your superior." hange then walked out with levi, leaving her and jean in the room together.

"are you okay, doll? you seem stressed." jean finally got out of his seat and sat by her wrapping an arm around her

"huh? oh im fine.. hange is just being a bitch about this whole thing for some reason. mikasa and levi wont talk to me, and armin keeps to his own self. everyone else is busy arguing, or either being worried about their life. you're the only one whos been here for me for the past 6 months." he kissed her forehead before sighing

"ya know everyone hates you, right? they think you said something that made eren lose it and flee to marley. its not your fault though sweetheart, just... bare with me here for a little while. all of us are gonna figure this shit out eventually, and ive been trying to help everyone see that it isnt your fault, but no one listens to me anymore obviously. so trust me, we're gonna be okay."

he then stood up carefully, stretching out a hand for her to take, which she did and he lifted her out of the rusty chair and intertwined her hands with his while he placed a small kiss on her cheek again

"its just you and me, forget eren. hes the past, im the present. im so lucky to have you, i dont wanna lose this over some suicidal blockhead baby, trust me with this. trust me with you. im gonna make up for every single time he hurt you. i have to pay that debt." and then he lead her out of the room and into the hallway

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hi im off my long break, ill try updating this shitty ass story eventually