Lost

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Jennie sat on the hospital bed staring at the magazine in her hands.

She glanced at the door which opened revealing Sehun. He smiled at her when she smiled back.

"Here u must eat something nutritious."he said putting the food bags on side table.

"Thanks Oppa."She said showing her gummy smile.

They talked about many things and the jokes by Sehun made Jennie laughed a lot. They were in there own world when suddenly there was knock on the door. And without asking for permission the person entered.

"What u want now?" Sehun asked as he saw Jennie was getting panic seeing Taeyong there.

Taeyong just stared at them. It hurts to see her with him but his hands are tied. He can't do anything.

"I just wanted to see her."he said. Jennie can see the honesty in his voice. His concern and worry made her heart warm.

But wait isn't he the one who made her end up here.
She can't melt now.
Catching her whole strength she decided to reply him.

"Thanks for the concern, i m fine. U may leave."she said in one go.

"Didn't you heard what she said?"Sehun asked.
But Taeyong was more stubborn than he thought. Instead of leaving the room,he stood there watching the two looking at him.

He would have hugged Jennie tightly only if Sehun was not present there.

Sehun was having enough of it now.

"Jen i will be back."he said rubbing her head.
"U better finish it all before i come."he sounded as if warning her. Jennie smiled. Her eyes trailed to Taeyong who was looking at her with sadness.

He let himself be pulled by Sehun and they left the room.

"What else u want to do with her?"Sehun asked angrily.

Taeyong remain silent. There are no words left to describe how he feels now. There is no way to express his feelings for Jennie.
And knowing that the person right in front of him is Sehun, he is sure that Sehun will punch him tight if he says something about Jennie.

"If u r here to hurt her thrice then i won't let it happen."Sehun said.

Taeyong smiled. How can he even think that.

Sehun was now annoyed by his silence.

"What type of person are u huh?
Instead of chasing her, u r playing as if u r hurt."Sehun said.

"Instead of asking for a chance u r acting dumb by making her remember those dead and painful memories." He spatted.

"I was wrong when i hurt her but i repented and now i am back as a good guy. But I can't see her crying for u. Though u r not with her but still she is longing for you, your love. She still loves u Taeyong. He said.

"I tried my best to make her love me back but her heart is packed with ur feelings."

"Lee Taeyong say something. U can't just watch things moving on"Sehun yelled.

And Taeyong is still the same.
He heard every word Sehun said but there's no reason to feel happy.
His heart is filled with joy knowing that Jennie still loves him but she will never give him another chance.

"I have nothing to do.... nothing to say."Taeyong said.

"U are a true bastard Lee Taeyong. U r wasting a girl just because of ur fucking pride."Sehun said.

Taeyong sighed. He is ready to listen everyone's scolding. And he deserves it.

"Look i m giving you ten minutes."Sehun said.
"Talk to her. She might avoid you but she can't hate you."

Hearing his words made Taeyong smile.
Sehun smiled patting his cousin's shoulder.

"Go on Taeyong-ah. You have got my back."he said in a assuring tone.

Taeyong smiled making his way to Jennie's room. With hesitant hands he opened the door only to watch Jennie's smile fading as she saw him.

He watched how she was curling herself making her body shrinked in a ball form.
More precisely she was scared of him.

"Je...
"Don't come close.please, stay away from me."she said at a brink of crying.

"I am not going to hurt you. Just listen to me for once."he said staying at his previous position.

Jennie looked at him and then at the door where Sehun was standing. He nodded his head indicating that he is there if something happens to her.

Jennie with a deep breath glanced at Taeyong.
"Say it quickly."she said

"First of all i know i don't deserve to be forgive....

"I don't need ur apology....just leave me alone."Jennie interrupted him.

Taeyong felt guilty seeing her at the verge of crying. But he won't back off. He will apologize,he will try his best to make up there relationship.

"Jennie..i was too much blinded by my own revenge that i didn't realize what i was doing with u."he said making Jennie look at him.

"That day i was too much frustrated that i didn't know how i....how i make out with that girl.
But trust me Jennie, i regret it all. "He said.

"So what u want now? R u asking me for a second chance?"Jennie asked.

"If that is so then forget it Lee Taeyong. Cz I won't let u play with me for the third time."she continued.

Those words pierced his heart but he deserves it.
He smiled sadly realizing that there is no chance left for him to get her back.

He turned back to leave the room but was stopped by Sehun who was sincerely standing at the door.

"This isn't a way to get her."he said.
Taeyong furrowed his brows.

"Love includes struggle Lee. If u want her back then u have to fight."Sehun said.

"Try once more."he suggested looking at Jennie who was getting curious to know what they were talking.

"Thanks for the advice Hyung. But i guess there's nothing left for me now. No Hope No Chance. I will leave her to you bcz i know she is happy when u r with her."Taeyong told him. He lost his courage he lost his every possible try. And now he gave up.

He left the room without giving a last glance yo Jennie. Leaving her in her own colliding thoughts.

She broke down as soon as he left the room. Sehun approached  trying to calm her.

"It hurts. It hurts to see him again."she cried.

It surely hurts Jen...to see u longing for him AGAIN Sehun thought.

Tbc....





Yesterday i went over to my 1st Jenyong story[Tangled Hearts].

I read through the whole book and after finishing it i was like WHAT THE FVCK i wrote. I was not believing if that's me who wrote that book.

I will revamp it afterwards cz i found out many mistakes and irrelevancy right there.

Thanks for supporting my book u all.
It really means a lot to me.

Stay safe and take care.
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