euphoria💫❤️ ~ jayules

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tuesday

~jules pov

last night i went to a party and i forgot to text jayden back because once i was home i knocked out. she blew up my phone and she's mad at me for not answering. she tried to bring up the time i cheated on her when she cheated on me too🙄. we both just kissed other people we never fucked them. i don't wanna fuck any other girl but my girlfriend. no seriously i'm addicted to her body😍🥵. i could look at it all day and never get bored of it☺️. all i could think about while i was at that party was her riding my strap😂. i didn't wanna be at the party but me and nate were invited and it's a huge celebrity why turn it down? i was getting hit on a lot by girls and guys but i told them straight up i have a girlfriend and some of them still tried it until nate backed me up and scared them off. he a good friend🥺😂. that's my brother, my big dawg😌. jayden's dry texting me right now🙄. it's currently 11:43 am i'm at the studio recording and rehearsing christmas songs and at 1 we have a meeting about tour with the other tour members. after that the back up dancers are coming at 2 to practice while me and nate go over the songs we're singing for tour. all i know is johnny orlando and jacob sartorius are going with us. me and nate are walking down to the dance studio the place we went yesterday.

"is kianna going on tour with you?" i asked nate while we walked into the room.

"she told me she'll go if jayden goes" he said while we walked over to the mics. we started plugging it up.

"oh" i said while putting my mic together

"is jayden go" he said until i cut him

"you wanna get food after we finish today?" i asked changing the topic. nate chuckled softly.

"so y'all are fighting again apparently" he said smiling

"yesterday when we were on the way to the party she told me that louis was at her house and all i said was oh because i knew this was coming but i don't think when people are with my girlfriend too long or when they get her attention in general. i wanna be the only one who has her attention i just get so jealous and mad when she pays attention to them." i said expressing how i feel

"what did you tell her after you said oh?" he asked

"i told her i was going to a party and i'll text her later and then i muted her messages.." i said. i'm aware i sound very petty for that.

"julie😂" he said laughing

"what?" i asked while a smile formed on my face

"you're so petty" he said smiling

"i muted her because she made me feel jealous that a whole ass dude she kissed was at her house so don't even tell me you wouldn't feel the same way if kianna did that" i said to him

"id be jealous and mad but i wouldn't mute her messages that's a different level of petty" he said smiling then i giggled

"my ex's did that to me everytime i made them mad or when they caught me cheating they'd break up with me but a week later get back with me. i had a lot of toxic relationships with girls but the boys we stayed together for at least a year." i said smiling

"what's yo longest relationship with a girl" nate asked while fixing his and my mic

"11 months but it was on and off and toxic" i said

"do you think you and jayden will make it a year?" he asked then looked at me

"if i don't fuck shit up yeah" i said

"i don't think you will just don't cheat" he said

"it's not even cheating that'll end our relationship. if i get too angry and hit her she'll get scared and leave because of jr. i have bad anger issues" i said