⚠Triggered warning⚠
"You are pretty "
I was praised in love
Do I know?
I was a curse?
I was seven
When I know love means pure
I give myself to all to cure
They called me a beautiful child
My milky skin was so bright
My glowing smile was alright
Till he revise......
He notices my smile
He notices my body inside
He calls me at a corner one time
I didn’t know my uncle wasn’t right
I like him and I smile
I went to him like a crime
He held me and hugged my frame
He smiled touching me nice
I didn’t know he did it bad
He didn’t rape me
He just assaulted me like none
He touched me so bad
It didn’t bleed It's sad
It didn’t hurt me at all
But........
He did it bad
He touched me like a cat
He touched my bare body
It wasn’t a love to carry
Why I didn’t know it was bad?
Why I was so young to rant?
He did it a lot of times
He abused at daylight
He did it all the time
He touched me and I bear it
He was having fun
I was a dump
I believed he was hugging me
Loving me as a child
I didn’t understand
He was doing a sin
It takes me ten years
to actually understand
He was touchinge like a brute
He was hurting me with ruth
I am scared
I know it won't happened again
But I couldn’t get over
I still feel tears to cover
I am in a trauma
I was assaulted
I was scared
I was just a child
I am scared at a room alone
I still fear he will make a clone
He will rape me maybe this time
Will I tell my mum?
What she will do?
Punish him?
How many years?
What about my tears?
He is free today
I am still in pray
No one knows I am sad
No one knows I was triggered
I hate looking at him
I hate looking at myself.......
I hate him touching me
It wasn’t a love?
It was a curse....
I hate myself for being beautiful
He caress me in cruel
I hate being soft
I hate I never opened up
To my parents
But it won't help me much
Don't say tell your parents
It Isn't easy to them
It Isn't easy to love
It Isn't easy to be alone............
All I know
It was a moment
I am now bearing it
With a burden
I just hate it.......
I am just scared.......
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Thanks for reading
This poem belongs to
All me
All person who face this
I am sorry!
Love you
Bye
