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"Have you done something with him?" I set my eyes on her while she's washing her hands. "With who?"

"Korain..." I pronounce his hateful name, making her smile and shake her head. "What is wrong with him for you to always bring him up like that?" she grabs some tissues to dry her hands and peeks up at me, making me stare in her eyes to show her my earnestness about this. "When will you even answer my damn question without trying to avoid it?"

"I haven't done anything with him, I told you already," she throws what she used out but goes back to the cubicle she occupied. "Then why the fuck were you both flirting under my nose?"

"Flirting?" she frowns, taking her zip-up hoodie off to wrap it around her waist. "We were not even flirting, we were just chatting. Why the hell would we flirt with each other?"

"I just don't like to see you with him, all right?" I say it, straightforwardly. "Jungkook," she sighs, glancing away but holding my t-shirt in her hand. "You're being annoying right now. He's a friend like Hajoon or Taeyeong are to me."

"Oh yeah, but I'm your friend too if that's so," I straighten up to not lean back on the sinks behind me anymore. "We're just 'friends', yet you had sex with me and had done all types of sexual stuff."

"I don't do that with other guys, all right? I just did it with you, and I told you, I've never done anything with him!" she raises her voice at me, making it obvious she's mad. "Am I just a sex friend to you? Am I good for that only?" I stare into her eyes while she's barely able to do it back, averting me. "You know what I told you about that already, don't pretend to not know and then make me the bad guy."

"I do know what you told me, but you never answered this question, what am I to you? I'm not your boyfriend, I'm your friend but not like the others, so what the fuck am I exactly? A toy?" I do not control my words anymore but let everything leave my mouth out of pain and wrath. "A toy? Are you kidding me?" her facial expression changes as if she was now affected by what I'm letting out. "You knew it right from the beginning how this would be, stop acting like I've done something bad! I told you I don't want a boyfriend! I don't want to be in a relationship because I don't trust guys! What are you trying to do exactly right now?!"

"You stop it!" my voice echoes through the room as well. "You pretend to be innocent, but you just fuck without even feeling anything for the person you're with! What are you?! A fucking slut who fucks around with every guy she hangs out with just because you cannot settle down with a dude?!" a heavy silence tumbles down on us, her gaze losing all its emotions as the look into her eyes turned horribly woeful. "Just stay with that asshole and fuck him instead...you don't give a shit about me anyway," I get out of the room without thinking twice, feeling on edge and knowing this is better to leave before I say something more that I might regret.

'YOUR P.O.V'

As soon as he steps out, my heart pounds my chest even harder to make me feel the physical pain he just caused, and I break down into tears. I cover my face with my trembling hands to sob, hurt by his words that he let out so harshly because he did nothing but mean them.

I can't believe he said such things. I would never have expected him to be like this.

15 minutes later...

I go out of the restroom after struggling and almost dying all alone while fighting against a panic attack. I keep my zip-up hoodie around my waist and leave the room. As soon as I'm out, I look for Haneul and make my way towards him, but it only takes me a few seconds to find him.

I walk up to him as he's still with Korain, and I hide the pain that I just felt, however, his eyes meet mine, and once I'm close to him, he notices something is wrong with me.