Screaming....
Crying....
Begging for sanity
Will I ever be sane
I may seem like I'm happy
But in all reality
What is happy
I'm sure I have no clue
As to what keeps people from being blue
I'm sorry
I'm so so sorry
I'm still here living out my life
I've even tried giving up the knife
Toss them to the fire
Lets make it higher
I know I sound nuts
But it takes some guts
To write out
What in all reality I want to shout
And even carve into my skin
But the lines are no more
I'll promise you all
Hand you my blades
I'm tired of being an out cast
So lets make this scar my last
All I wanted was to be happy
Not to make others emotional train wrecks
I'm so sorry
Can I promise all of you I won't do it again
That's it a promise I hope not to break
I promise all of you I won't cut
On purpose ever again
Because I've realized it sucks having angry brothers
Who tell me they are pissed
Because I wanted to draw my life permanently into my wrist
I'm sorry
And I'll never stop apologizing
I'm sorry for everything
Every pain I've caused to others
Not to myself but I have realized I need to stop
So I'm sorry
My promise to you is that I will try hard to be this word
HAPPY??
And I'm forever sorry
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